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8月31日 :(ok so tchrs didnt really turned out enjoyable..wat wif a fight all of daes.. juz cant stand it wen sth lyk dis happens.. i come to skul to get away frm everything at home n here,similar things happen.. its not as if i did aniting to u.. u cn tok to me rite..no nd to give me dat face too.. yeah we were happy bout our results dats y we were so hapi.. its not as if we purposely be hapi we dno dat she got bad wans n she was in a bad mood.. at least tell us dat ur not in the mood 2 tok to us coz of dat.. u gave the buay song face,of coz we feel pissed off.. its like im stuck in the middle.. each side is telling me dis n dat.. i hate it.. of coz as ur fren, i nd to console both of u.. but its so stressful.. im so confused,dat to another person im taking sides.. im sorry if im lyk so prejudiced but i didnt realli noe wat to do.. so i juz gave up n stopped replying.. haiz.. so wat happens now.. no idea.. im sorry to everyone if i offended u or anything in any way.. live and let live.. ~Ciao 8月25日 =)all the hula has blown over..im sooo freaking glad its orite..hahx.. smilin more & more these daes in skul..yeah2 im soo happy dere..heex.. music ytd was fun..watched hsm..n sha was really in2 it..hahx..cute uhz.. den went home and mom n dad were gettin ready 2 go out..dad was so excited coz he's havin a 'concert'..hahx..a concert dat consisted of oni 2 songs..lol..cute lahz..running arnd,helping him find things,double checking all his instruments were dere..hahx..hectic..he went first n mom went ltr..all dolled up,long tym no see her so pretty..hahx..wondering how the hell i didnt inherit her gd looks..harumph!..lol.. bored to death..at nite..n stayed on da fone for lyk an hour wif jos..n mie ear was burning and so was mie fone...batt died so had to stop..den played comp fer awhile..gt bored again n stayed on the fone again..i was dying frm lack of internet surfing..luckily caught mie dad in a gd mood 2dae n yay im alive again.. mom borrowed mie samsung fone..harumph..juz for one nite i said..den juz now,she sae she's gonna use it till nx month until dad buys her a fone..grr..if she doesnt give it baq 2mr,im gonna secretly change the sim cards wen she's slpin..i love mie dear fone..n no one's gonna use it for more than 3 daes other than me..wek :p i had researched almost all of those in mie list..hahx..n f.t island is a really nice band..their songs are nice..at least the three dat i listened to dat is..sweet uhz..n dey juz debuted in june dis yr..wow..nice2.. n wtf sia?? mie vid downloader gone wrong sia...idiot..den i want download vid cnt..haf 2 use veoh..n veoh is so freaking sloooww...i dun lyk..walao..idiot uh..all those fabulous vids i've juz watched i cnt download...*sobsob* da uhz..gonna search more songs..hehe.. i heard suju has a new single wif dbsk but website nv provide the title.. hmm..maybe its juz rumours.. if dere is, i hope it comes out gd!! ~Ciao 8月15日 happy happy :)OK!! elearning is officially over!!..yayness!!..went out to central for awhile n saw a particular someone..he reminds me of our PS daes..ohhh how i miss dem..ok,better get over the nolstagia and get on wif da entry.. i searched csjh fer awhile n i rmb wat jos sae bout piranha..well da song was ok but the mv!!..dey totally look lyk some strippers or sth..really,dey look like pcd at the beginning but as the mv went on,i cud see PCD is much much MUCH nicer to look den dem..heres the vid: give me the comments wen u see it yah.. ugh..yah n i watched da wonder girls dance on xman..heres the clip,even tho i noe sha prob watched it liao: so yah..i agree wif one of the comments..dey are gd and all but the name.."wonder girls" juz throw me off..hahx.. watched the irony mv liao..ok ar..not really interesting..hehe.. me being a snob.. yeah n now watching some kind of concert wif boA,dbsk,suju n csjh..im amazed at seeing boa dance..coz she dance lyk a guy dance..hahx..no offence..its cool..hahx..n ahem i realise her mouth can really open wide.. suju performed knockout..really weird oni donghae n heechul got to lypsynce..hahx.. n csjh next..dey performed boomerang but to the beat of rising sun..but again i wish dey hadnt danced so provocatively.. its well disturbing to me..and dere's one dance step dat dey put their hands over their chests n up and snap n den dey pumped their chest out too....its disturbing..really..to me ar..n finally DBSK OPPA LAI LE!!! hahx hangul + chinese = hangese?? anw dey performed rising sun uhz..n yunho's hair!! HAHA!! its the hairstyle he had when he was in the fone ad,the one where he said a really cute fobbish "hello?" cute2....and AHHHH!! i juz saw a banner that read, U-KNOW YUNHO!!! i wan a banner juz lyk dat n maybe hang it in front of mie door..or i hang it outside mie window..no,ltr the birds will do nonsense dere..hmm.. *lost in daydreams* ANW, RISING SUN!!! hahx..im so happy!! watching dbsk perform really makes me happy!! lol..anw too bad i cnt post it up here coz "the embed has been disabled on request" hahx.. DBSK OPPA JONGMAL SARANGHAE!!! gonna eat CHICKEN now yummy ~Ciao 8月14日 FINISH E-LEARNING (for one day anw)Im hungry..really really starving..I tot i cud haf lyk several breaks but ended up doin mie work for a few hours straight..didnt even eat breakfast..haiz..idiot homec..dno wth is wrong n i cnt upload it..asked issac to help but he said he cnt too.n thk god for mie DARLING SHAHIRAH!!..hehe.. ohh its raining..i feel so relaxed..the smell of rain n the wet ground reminds me of the tym we went splshing arnd n getting ourselves and everybody else wet..hahx..someone even slipped n fell flat on their butt..hahx..cuteness..'cuteness' even gt ur words mixed in mie head..cigs are bad for ur health,ya noe..haiz.. ~ajohda subagi bagsu~ hahx..guess the song im listening rite now.. ~dashi habchang habshida~ ~GAHEJIL~ ~marhe mal~ hahx..i juz wanna lie in mie bed and stare at mie ceiling..and THINK.. think about wad?? let's see: - life - studies -elearning -maths -me -dbsk -suju -csjh - harry potter -yunho -ee teuk -kangin -$$$ -food(!!) -mie fingers -mie toes -netball -korea(??) -room -house -ghosts -pillow -books -comp -hair -skin -doctor -DERMASONE & AQUREA(nd dem badly!!) -fone -coffee prince -sarangha(haiz) -eebbun nae -food(!!!) -yunho<3 -dbsk and the list go on... hehe..goes to show i realli haf nth to do.. haiz..these sudden bursts of laughter..u sae im weird.. the sudden bursts into tears..u sae im depressed.. IM NOT DEPRESSED!!! grr..im not..im not..im not.. get away frm that idea will ya?? oh well..annd ahem take ur tym to tell me hor.. soo gonna go kacau mie mom uhz nth 2 do anw.. ~Ciao E-LEARNINGso in arnd 20 mins,the time to officially start doing elearning will start..
i almost forgot dere's no skul 2dae..i forgot to reset mie alarm n it went off at 5.45am..i took mie towel n undid mie hair n everything den was bout to open the door wen i saw the elearning booklet on mie whiteboard..den i went"eh?2dae elearning ah??so fast??"..den i peeped outside mie room 2 see if anione was awake..it was still dark..i tied mie hair baq n climbed back in2 bed..hahx..blur sotong..hehe..
and since i have lyk 15mins left,i tot of updating..im bored ler..
ytd didnt go ntbl..mie feet pain lahs..everytime i bend mie sole,dere will be a sharp pain in the middle..
yeah..SAW ts ler..yelah shahirah,muker kacak den kalo dier nk jumper matae during recess,sedap sikit mater kiter eh..lagi bagos dari si beetle/bug tuu..kn?kn?hahx..
oh yah! i 4gt sha asked me 2 watch sth..ytd wasnt in the mood so tot 2dae wud watch..hahx..wonder if gt tym now??
oh well
off to watch dbsk
~Ciao
~8mins to elearning~
8月12日 *SMILE*(",) hahx..SEN (*wink*) got 2gedder on fridae.jos didnt wanna come :(...sha came first dn we did our work seriously..but oni fer awhile..watched mystery 6 again..n sha was so freaking CUTE, refusing to see the part where dat hag appear bhind donghae..LOL..it wasnt scary lor..hahx..den we gt so tired of maths we skipped lyk more than 10 qns..n one whole page of maths..well i dno if sha's done it or not but i noe im not touching anymore.. eunice came lyk arnd 4..i had 2 fetch her n went 2 the wrong bus stop.. =.=" ...hahx..she pretty uhz but look a bit too skinny..lol..den i guess we had no mood for maths anm so watched the way u are..n eunice,LOL,*broken hearted* at jae's kiss scene..hahx..its not REAL..u cn see c dey are juz putting their lips on each other cheeks..dat gerl wud haf a death wish if she realli kissed him uhz..hehe.. homec..im not realli satisfied wif wat i haf now bt i dno wat else to do uhz..the mind map i juz antam lor..n the recipe *groan*..tinking is sucha torture!!..but anw im juz gonna hand it in..at least the other parts i tink i did okayy..i TINK.. the maths test..i asked aaron n he said he done it.. *a looooooonnnggggg paauussee* yupp i've done it..i got 12..hahx..heyy at least pass hor..lol.. im soo happy...hahx.. my sayang couz came uhz..staring at me while im doin mie work..idiot guy..i noe i look veri dorky wen im doin work but no nd stare rite..heex..seeing his stupid face cheers me up uhz..him n his stupid lame jokes..lol..went baq liao..he goin halmoni's hse..hmph..mie bro's dere too..nv ajak me orhh..idiot.. aahhhss..gt PT 2mr..better get mieself prepared for aching muscles again..lol..oh yah.. n SOMEONE haf to run 2.4 during p.e ..lol..so glaaad i did mine liao n PASSED!! hehe.. :) yeah n i gt hooked on dis stupid sad song by rihanna.. Rihanna - Cry
I'm not the type ta get my heart broken hahx..n yeah im starting to listen to csjh the grace..now downloading one of their songs...title : hanbeon deo,ok?...in one part it sounded lyk rising sun den i tot i accidentally pressed play or wad den i realised its actually the song..hahx..really,it sounded so similar to rising sun.. he gave me a missed call ytd..n he said he juz wanna see if im orite..it seems lyk i am.. of course i couldnt disagree..but its not like i agree too..hahx..im tokin bull again.. well off to hearing other songs of csjh.. ~Ciao 8月8日 ~im okay~heex..i like the wae felicia dance..she looks so comfortable dancing lahs..its nice..n yea maz shud haf worn a bigger shirt so it doesnt lk so weird wen she tucks in..hahx..i dun gt the bthoven play at all..lame lor.."accio chair!!" idiot..den bhind gt one gerl lah..she laz tym netballer,n i played GD against her b4..anw she said loudly,"its not funny.Only typical Singaporeans laugh.." den she pointed to all of us in front of her..walao as if she nv laughed lyk dat..i heard her laughing terbahak2 kat blakang n she still sae" onli typical s'poreans laugh.." harumph..hahx.. anw sha, ITS OK!!! i dun tink u treated me lyk shit..u juz didnt tok 2 me..hehe..dun be so angry lahs..she has her own frens too..she nd to spend tym wif dem n cant be wif us all the tym..but i guess she cud haf saed sth better..*scratch head*..anw HAPPY 7th MONTH ANNIVERSARY in ADVANCE!!!!! dun tink i'll be online 2mr..so sae mie wishes now..may u both last LONG LONG!!! ^ ^ nice date sehhh..9.08.07..hahx..national dae lehss.. hurhur.. so uhhh..yeah im fine..i'll survive..it juz takes tym..once i get over the shock..hehes.. so now i plan dat if i ever haf animore troubles dat gonna make me cry,i muz cry n cry n cry until im satisfied..cry until i cry blood oso nvm..aft dat muznt cry animore..muz get over it..muz move on..muz stick 2 mie principles..muz stick 2 wat i believe in..muznt be soo indecisive..muz be STRONG!!! hahx..its soooo weird typing dat..den i guess now,its back 2 the last tym me..worrying bout stupid stuffs..worry bout studies,frens,family n cca..no worries bout other stuff..NO OTHER STUFFS!!!!...hehe..muz be hapi2.. hahx...muz make lot2 jokes..stupid lame jokes..muz laugh a lot2..muz smile a lot2..muznt let mie mind wander..muznt tink bout sth else..muz keep mieself bz..hahx..im so glad i haf dat stupid homec coursework..cn kp me busy..*groan* dere's maths too..=.=" i tink dats all for 2dae lah.. it hurts gonna sing mie heart out 2 na bbeun sarang.. but hahx..kk i'll get over it.. ~Ciao 8月5日 *bored**yawn* im sooo bored..i watched mystery 6 finish liao ler..n i haf 2 admit its not dat interesting the more n more im watching it..its scary wen dey show da cctv part but once u gt over the sudden ghost appearances..its realli not much..but anw hope donghae's lot more better now..reminds me,at the end,stupid ghost head!!! i was smilin happily wen donghae said tq n bb n went away,den suddenly gt one ugly hag's head dere..idiot lor..hahx.. den i watched goong T..sungminnie realli cute lor..hahx perverted mother..n eunhyuk was soo freaking hawt at the end!!..cnt rmb wen he ever looked so gd..n i downloaded love in ice lers..nice2..i lyk when dey went ah ah ahhhhhhh~..lol im soo losing the tune here but anw,nice song..trying 2 gt 'song for u' but cn oni gt the radio version..n i bought a dbsk mousepad ytd!!!! hahx..went to lot 1 n walked2 a lil..first thing i saw was COMICS CONNECTION..hahx..i cnt resist n went in2..saw the mousepad n bought it on impulse..hahx.. n sad 2 sae,its useless..mie cursor moved retardedly wen i used it..lol..so i juz put it beside mie current mousepad..so much for using it..hahx.. 2mr's mondae..haiz..netball..physical training..n p.e gt 2.4..muz pass..run a bit faster cn liao..maybe get lifelit ppr oso..i dun wan see mie marks..all of a sudden i wish i hadnt sat for the cmmon test yet..i felt like everything was rushed n i wasnt prepared..haiz.. SOMEONE PLS ENTERTAIN ME!!!!!! aiyohhh..i havent felt this bored since a very long tym..he nv reply mie msg..muz be slpin..aigoo.. haiz.. i keep feeling lyk mie heart's heavy..i haf no idea wat it is n i hate it..it makes me feel everything im doin is soo wrong..even da things i do usually, i hesitate..am i paranoid??or is sth really wrong???.. lies,lies,lies..how i hate the word..deceiving the ppl arnd.. if lies means gettin ur happiness,is it worth giving it up for the truth?? if misery is all u get for telling the truth,is it orite to deceive?? no isnt it?? i feel so bad..selfish selfish me.. alwaes wantin mie way not caring bout ur feelings u gave subtle hints but i didnt care im sucha bad person think,think,think.. i cnt tink of aniting rite now.. mie mind is a blank.. i cnt make any decisions.. pls dun ask me to. don't. 8月2日 Randoms lahh*^ ^* kinda lyk batam more than malaysia..the service dere was superb!!..da ppl are so friendly n helpful..n wen we wan cross to the bus but its raining.dey held an umbrella n helped each of us to the bus..so thoughtful..i wish s'pore has service lyk dat..yah..den i bought lots n lots of candies..which mie mom bet is gonna finnish in lyk 2 daes..which is sooo not true coz i still haf lyk half of it n its the 4th dae now..den i bought a ring n earrings..pure silver..for 55 000 rupiah which is like $9++..cheap eh??..da boat ride was fun..went up n down..n mie bro's head was swinging all over while he was slpin..hahx.. yeah so the unhappiness is still dere..but we are trying to put it in the past..n i noe we'll be not da same animore..dun wan touch oso fine..coz i feel awkward too anw..blame it all on me..watever..i dun care if its lose-win or watnot..juz wanna get over it.. so frm now on,i'll juz shut up..keep mie mouth shut coz watever i sae is not really impt.. 2mr getting lifelit ppr baq..haiz..i tink im gonna do badly..not bad enuff to fail but like barely pass lor..i hate letter writing..its soo restricted..i like compo coz i cn write watever i want n da oni restriction is the topic..it nv states u muz write dis n dat..i'll haf writer's block if dat is present.. hmm..i tink im gonna watch dat vid sha told me about..da adonis camp wan..hope gt tym to load n download..connection is really sloooooowww..n its freaking frustrating lahh..so i opened it all in tabs liao..loading..pls pls hurry2.. mie dad splurged on otak2 coz i came baq frm skul craving for otak2..in skul i smelt it den wen i gt baq frm skul,sm1 was selling it n once i stepped in2 da hse i was lyk,"SMONE'S SELLING OTAK-OTAK!!" hahx..n dad sae suddenly he oso feel lyk having it..den he went baq to work..i took a nap n woke up to the smell of otah..yumm..mie family ate some n left a lots for me..n im soo satisfied..hahx.. gonna watch the vids now.. ~Ciao |
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