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6月27日

27/6:*tired*

oni the first wk n im feeling soo tired..guess not used to wakin up early yet..oh gawd..mie ankle hurts..  i dun wanna see dat face..

guess wat? mie mom asked me to skip skul 2mr..she wans me to follow dem go jb..i was lyk “heeellllooo…in caase u havent noticed its oni the da first wk of skul n im oredy skippin skul???”..den she sae nvm for once she dun care..n I said I care..u wan me to be serious bout mie studies n u here askin me to ponteng?? I dun wanna skip skul..if once I do it,I’ll want another tym again n again..  but i cant run away..

walao juz now home ec,I was very nervous lor..ms zurainah lyk veri strict lor..den everything she sae or ask I obediently shake mie head..hahax..she veri wat leh..if nv bring any of the items she wanted,no cooking n no marks fer ya..i was lyk wth so tough seyy..den she tok tok tok bout f&n..tot it wud be one of mie options but im rethinkin..it includes 2 COURSEWORK (*groan*one is bad enuf) n a written paper wif 3 ESSAY QUESTIONS (-uggh- hate essay questions!!!)..seems lyk art is the best..but mie art sucks lor!! I cn nv hold mie head high wen tokin bout art..so wat to do????im so confused bout the subjects I wanna take..haiz..  a glance is all it takes,just a glance

skul was ok I guess..science was ok..maths was ok..malay was ok..homec is ok for the now.. netball is ok..sok wan veri cute lah..she’s ok..doing a couple sprints,crunches n pushups are ok.. everything’s ok..i guess..*shrug*.. always pretending..im a hypocrite,i admit..

anw,listening to I never let go.n I LOVE it!!! I’ve been trying to download it bt internet always get stuck wan den acc. canceled..n gt Jigumchorom too..now im searching will you be my girlfriend?...i tried ares but dat thang doesn’t even get connected at all!!!..i cant find it anywhere else..haiz..i wanna dat “be mie girl..juz be mie girl..” song..but I dno the song title..i cud try to read it but da disc returned liao..haiz..i tink its dat song I’ve been trying to search for but nt sure..~Yongwonhi~..hahx..i LOVE dat word!! it makes me tink of true love the minute I hear it..hahx.. wat can i do?i dun wan any of it to be known,even suspectingly..not to u..never to u..

too young to tink of true love lahs..now cn oni get puppy love..hahx..i dno wat crap I typin..so mom bought some sweet stuffs frm polar n its yummy!! gonna have some of it again!! hehe..me 24 h eating wen at home..  im sorry if i hurt u in any way

~Ciao 

6月25日

BULLSHIT MAN

I wanna cry

seriously..

 

wat the hell man?!?! I showed u mie report lyk the dae aft last dae of skul..u were smilin n saying nvm nvm n NOW here u are calling me stupid????u cant use any other DAMN word???

 

I TOLD u..i EXPLAINED to u dat mie malay is lyk dat coz of dat stupid FUCKING project!!!!!

u said dat tym its ok..YOU SAID ITS OKAY!!! n now u telling me I shud be ashamed to be called a malay?!?!?

 

wat the hell is WRONG WIF YA?? split personalities?!?!im so fuckin angry rite now..

u told one thing b4 n now sae another thing!!

 

u tink u so CLEVER izzit?? if u so clever u wudnt have &%(*$$#$^%$^&%#^ !!!!

CLEVER ppl DON’T &%(*$$#$^%$^&%#^  !!!

 

I said DAT coz I TOLD u b4 n u ACCUSED me of lettin u noe last min so I cud enjoy the hols privileges..i oredy showed u n u accused me~..im feeling so sad I cud bawl rite now..u even told me to turn off mie comp..

 

i oredy promised to do better..wat more do u want??proof?PROOF? are u sick or WAD?? its oni da first dae of skul wad PROOF am I suppose to show?!?!

 

now im lyk sooo not in the mood for ANYTHING

not even DBSK can cheer me up..

 

DAMN IT!!

 

6月23日

DBSK conquered mie mind!!

skul's starting in lyk 2 daes..n im soooooooooooo not ready for skul..haiz..nx term serious study liao lers..back to studying lyk psle daes..GOD!!!
 
 
anw, I WANNA SEE THE DBSK AD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! harummphh..i wanna see mie yunnie..sha sae he hansem lahhhhh~~~~~~~~~...haiz..its on channel 8..da channel i've been avoiding all this while.. :( ... hope i get lucky wen i tuned in..
 
and though jos probably wont see dis,but, THX FOR THE RISING SUN CONCERT DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
it was spectacular!!!n made me more jealous towards those hu were lucky enough to have watched it..n the first performance,Tonight,was lyk perfect!!!! changmin's part where he go ahhhhhhhh~~whoa whoa whoa~~(sth lyk dat) was perfectly in tune!!! i was lyk wahhh~best tonight perf lor..but jae's voice a bit too soft..he cudnt participate in the dancing in the upbeat songs so he just stood n moved his arms a bit..hahx..
it was soo lucky i just gt the songs in dat album so i was able to enjoy it..
 
hug perf..jae was cute..he had his fingers do the peace sign while he bent to the side..miduhyo perf was swit..da crowd shouted "MIDUHYO!" every once in a while..n at the end dey took out sth n i rmb a perf where dey did da same thing but jae or junsu(i cnt rmb) struggled to take his rose n it dropped or sth..hahx..n another member didnt have his rose wif him..hahx..it was a long tym ago i wached dat vid so cnt rmb dat well..
 
n DANCE PERFORMANCE!!! YUNNNNNNNNHHHOOOOOO!!!!!! was mighty charming,full of charisma!!n i wondered y dat song n dance steps were familiar n i realised he performed dat dance on xman too ep 152...but dat was later..n micky solo..Fox Rain or Sun Shower..niiiiiccceee~
 
de song i wanna hold you..dere was an xtra gerl dno wat the hell she was dere for..she entered da stage den sat on da chair bside minnie den went off stage.i was lyk ?????..errm wat was she for????...
 
n junsu's solo was dancing to all eise which he did for xman too..he sang da song too..den gt one one part where the song goes "what u've done~"..n junsu pronounced  da done as dont~..it was so funny!!! he repeated it several tyms n mie dad n i was laughing lyk hell (dad was in da room at dat tym)..eunhyuk was a special guest n rapped wif junsu..n joongie sang foosteps similar to da xman perf too..
 
n mie currently fav song Love after Love..the perf walao~ using sha's words heart pain lah...dey sang while sitting on chairs but dere r lyk 2 gerls per person n dey dancing sooo-ugggghhh-...den at de end when dey ended da song n just wen da lights went out i saw one gerl hugging micky!!!..i was wtf get ya hands off him!!!!...hahx mom called me a psycho..
 
den oso gt one song where dere's girls dancing n dbsk had to hold hands wif dem..i dno da song name its all in hangul..anw da best part of da perf was dat YUNNIE'S PANTS WASNT BUTTONED!!! MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!either the button popped off or he forgot to button up..HAHAHAHAHA..i noticed it wen aft singin his part he went back n pulled his pants up..HAHA..dats wen i saw da top of the pants open..HAHAX..den when dey had to hold hands wif the girls again,i saw da gerl holdin yunnie's hand blush..hahx..it was 4 a moment oni..she smiled den made her face straight again..den dere was a jaeho moment..wen yunnie went up to the front to start singing,he n jae made eye contact n yunnie smiled! it was so cute..i tink jae noticed yunnie's pants n he looked at yunnie n yunnie was feeling so paiseh..
 
den aft dat perf was the commentary n yunnie ran backstage n chunnie asked where he goin n chuckled..den yunnie came baq n chunnie asked him..he said his pants got problem..den junsu asked da crowd whether dey wud rather yunho's pants down(or sth lyk dat coz da crowd screamed excitedly)..dere was a subbed vid of dat part in youtube n i watched it b4 but cant really rmb da specific trans..
 
rising sun was great! it was a remix n i lyk it..den dere was the  insa mv..ss00 boring..i skipped it..n den one..mie lil princess i skipped dat too..den drive as closing song..yunho was all excited cant stop saying jump jump jump..its a great song..if u get into da song dat is..
 
and da end..da song dat was played while credits rolled was unforgettable..i love dat song..it was a pity dey didnt performed it..their fans were singin along..
 
dere was a making of dvd..uz shoed em backstage n eunhyukkie getting his hair done n so..n yunho was so cute talkin wif alll teh staff n i juz rmb..his last two fingers were bandaged 2gedder..i wonder wat happened..maybe it was sprain or sth..eunhyuk i tink asked yunho wat happened 2 his hand n yunho said ah nth nth n hid his hand bhind his back..aww didnt want his fans worrying..but he's ok now..dat was long tym ago..
 
DBSK SARANGHAE!!!
DBSK HWAITING!!!
 
-end of review-
 
 
hahx..just lyk i told sha..iM FALLING HEAD OVER HEELS WITH DBSK ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!
im watching all of their vids over n over again..
haiz..i nv tot i wud be sucha groupie..
 
*smiles*
 
~Yunho I Love You hoo whoa~
~Yunho I Love You hoo woohooo~
~Yunho I Love You hoo woohoo~
~Saranghamnida haaa~
 
hahx..
how am i gonna concentrate on skul now dat dbsk is always in mie thoughts??????
haiz..
 
stupid skul
 
n sth's wrong wif mie internet connection..everytym i wanna watched vids sha embedded it keeps loosing connection..stooopid lah..
 
im left wif two maths ppr..gonna finish it 2dae..mom n dad went fishing..*roll eyes*
but its a gd thing too..maybe dey'd get a sea bass n mom wud cook swet n sour again..YUM!!
 
ok now im starving~i havent eat breakfast..so better eat sth b4 i get stomachaches..
 
~ciao
 
p.s: <<i love you!!!!>>
        <<thx!!>> 
 
     
6月16日

15/6,Fri:~ >.< ~

so im back frm mie couz's hse..all we did dere was lyk any other bdae party we had..sang bdae song,eat bdae cake,opened the presents..den wats reaaallyy special bout dat party was dat we had a storytelling session..about any topic..but ahem for us kids oni..adults were in the living room n kids are in mie couz's room..its biigg~no surprise all mie relatives are rich $$..
 
anw we were all in dat room,chatting nonsense at first den when the rest of us fell in2 a lapse of silence but mie couz,erynn, she was telling bout a scary encounter her mom had..den we bcm interested n started da ghost story telling session..we dimmed the lights n sat on da floor n i made sure i was srrounded by pillows so i dun feel empty on one side..so we settle into telling mode..well bout erynn's mom's encounter,here how it goes:
 
erynn's mom,cik ani,was drying some clothes on poles lah..but she 4gt bout it n left da poles hanging outside the kitchen lyk dat until da nx morn..u see,dere's dis taboo bout hanging bamboo poles outside overnight..its said dat if hang dem outside,at nite dere will be an uninvited guest playing wif the poles..she likes to sit n rock on the poles n rockin on the poles will make a lot of noise.. so wat happened is dat cik ani woke up aft hearing the noise..den she went to investigate n she saw a dark shadow on the poles..she was scared outta her wits but she juz returned to her room n made sure her kids are ok n everything n went back to bed..erynn said its lucky it was almost sunrise if not,it would have stayed dere for a long tym..nx morn,cik ani quickly brought in the poles n acted as if nth happened..but she warned erynn dat if she shud ever hang clothes on poles outside,better bring dem in b4 goin 2 slp..dats wen erynn asked y n cik ani told her wat happened..her brother,zulhairy,was scared bcoz on dat nite,he was slpin in cik ani's room on the floor,rite bside the window..u see, the master bedroom is such dat the kitchen's window,where u hang the poles outside,is facing  the bedroom's window..yah n he said he was lucky he didnt wake up if not he wud have peed in his pants..
 
dere were lots more lah n dere was one where another aunt of mine,saw the uninvited guest rite on TOP OF HER WARDROBE!!!! i was lyk WTH MAN!!! she fainted n mie uncle woke her up n recited some verse to make her calm down.. well actually mie aunt's hse has a lot of happenings,mie mom alwaes sae..its bcoz she keeps too much statues of scary lookin ppl..n her dining table has carvings of ppl's face n its scary,i tell ya..when u go in the hse,its very gloomy looking but looks very elegant..anw mie mom sae things like dat type of hse..so i tink dats y mie hse is unusually bright n void of vases,carvings unlike mie relatives'..so wen i haf a hse of mie own,makin sure its bright n colourful..
 
n deres another where zulhairy himself saw a ghost in his own hse..his hse rite has three bedrms..all three side by side..so dere's a left,center,right room..so dis left room..wen hairy is a very young boy,we went searching for his mom..den he wandered in to dat room ar n he saw an old lady in da room..he stared at her for awhile den started crying..so cik ani came rushing in2 da room,den he started pointing at the old lady..but she vanished n he cried even harder..den his mom shushed him up n told him dat she's someone who will not harm him..but till now he's still scared of dat bedroom n doesnt dare go in dere alone..hahx..
 
mie couz sae mie hse is lyk da safest..the wae i see mie hse,its a teeny a bit safer than da rest but still not safe enough..nah not tokin bout me hse..it creeps me out..
 
anw i had fun goin dere..n tinking bout it,maybe i wud haf more fun dere den i wud b if i went to da bbq..so i made da rite choice..*smiles*..
 
<<and dat guy,haziq,still treats me lyk nth..stupid guy..i just asked u one question..do u haf to be so arrogant???..i noe u hansem lah n lots of gerls like u but pls lor dun act in front of me..now ur front teeth broke in half jgn nk ekshen agi ar..tink ur so big meh?? adr gf kalo lawar tkpr..muker mcm saiful apek female version..mak ko pon ckp samer..BIOL>>

i wanna forget                                   i wanna tell u
i wanna erase                                    wanna confess dat i cant get over u
i even wanna lose memory            but i cant
just to forget u                                 i just cant
 
ur someone else's                           everytym i see u wif her
i haf no place in ur heart               jealousy overwhelms me
unlike last tym                                i hate her,hate her for having u
 
i tried mie best                                i wanna tell u
but i jus cant                                    u make me all wiggly inside
 
stupid guy                                         u make me feel special
y did u haf to ask???                      when u smile at me
if u hadnt asked                              when u compliment me,even if its jokingly
i wouldnt go thru dis                      even when u call my name
 
wanna tok to u                                          is this it??
i feel so restricted                                   is this how its supposed to be??
hers n everyone else's eyes on me    me watching from afar
watching mie every move                     do u want me to stay this way??
 
i look at  u                                        it hurts when u smile at her
u looking at her                              when u compliment her,even its jokingly
                                                            even when u call her name 
 
"im right here in front of you,but all u see is her.."
 
             .:guys:.
 
all dey do is make trouble              u opened mie heart
at dis age,immature smmore       n attempted to close it
no wonder im so uninterested      expecting me to let it be closed
                                                              but it cant be closed
dun blame me                                   
blame you                                          mie heart cant be closed to wat it has been opened to
who started all of dis                      not ever...
 
STUPID JERK!!            .:saranghamnida:.
 
6月15日

15/6,Fri:~it's all in vain~

i did sae im gonna post the trans of All In Vain..here it is:

[Yoochun] Even though it was our past story's highlight.
Even though I was hurting, I was a minor character that couldn't speak.
I know....but you can't know.
You can only know how this love failed, after everything is over.

[All] You say 'It's all in vain', I say 'you come back to me'
You say 'It's all in vain', I say 'you come back to me'
[Yoochun] It's all in vain, why don't you come back to me

[Yunho] Your heart goes there,
and I don't know how to go.
[Junsu] During the time that time freezes and melts several times,
I waited so that I could give you everything.

[All] Your voice breaks through pitch-black darkness,
The poisoned time reaches my ears,
The voice that waited and waited
Kills you and then revives you again,
[All] Your voice breaks through pitch-black darkness,
The poisoned time reaches my ears,
The voice that waited and waited
Kills you and then revives you again,

[Yoochun] Color of the wing and the color of the air
When the think of you why understand your impossible dream
Show me your whisper, your long and low whisper
Do you remember thoses, can you tell me why you're there

[All] You say 'It's all in vain', I say 'you come back to me'
You say 'It's all in vain', I say 'you come back to me'
You say 'It's all in vain', I say 'you come back to me'
You say 'It's all in vain', I say 'you come back to me'
[Yoochun] It's all in vain, why don't you come back to me

yup..and xiah's voice was GREAT in the rap wif yunnie..n chunnie's voice..*faints*..let's see..how to put it??..maybe sexyae~??hawt??..anywho it's just perfect for the song..n his english da pronounciation is good..better than the last tym i heard him speak english..but the trumpet in it kinda seems a bit extra..n it like went off but i guess dats part of da song..ya it sounds like it is spoilt doesnt it ???anw,da song is one of the ost for Air City..dey sang 2 songs..All In Vain n Harudal..here's the trans for Harudal:

[Junsu] I touched the sky
The rain was full with a brisk wind,and...
Somebody held my hand.
I felt comfortable, and was filled with warmness... if only temporalily.

[Yoochun] Everyone talks, saying that this comer is bitter like poison yet sweeter than love...
Some misunderstand the meaning of love, but to me...
You are my everything.

[Jaejoong] The day that the moon comes down and stars fill the sky, flowers bloom and wither,
Nothing is promised.
But I will never leave you.
To me, you are the world.

[Changmin] At first I wait...
If time passes, I will remember to smile once again
I erased my greedy past of only wanting what I could not have.

[Yunho] Everyone talks, saying that this comer is bitter like poison yet sweeter than love...
Some misunderstand the meaning of love, but to me...
You are my everything.

[All] The day that the moon comes down and stars fill the sky, flowers bloom and wither,
Nothing is promised.
But I will never leave you.
To me, you are the world.

[All] The day that the moon comes down and stars fill the sky, flowers bloom and wither,
Nothing is promised.
But I will never leave you.
To me, you are the world.

so in like an hour,mie ride will come..cant post much..mie aunt's givin a ride so dun haf to rush so much..

o yeah to joscelin: SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA!!!! SARANGHAE!!

ok so not goin eunice bbq..CHYEOSONG HAMNIDA..gt family plans..

so 2dae's post is mainly to post the trans of da songs so gonna sign off..

n if u want any of the song translations,can ask me put for u..i got a whole bunch of trans at mie disposal..

hehe..so going now

~Ciao

6月14日

14/6,Thurs:wat bad bad holidays!!

 
 
aish~
troublesome lah..they wan go out,they oso wan go out on same dae..ah..i sae cnt go,merajuk..suroh tukar lain hari,mulut mencicir..leceh sak..kl mcm gini,malas ar nk klua..yg nie pulak,ajak last minute..aku ckp ader plan,buat muker,jeling saner jeling sini..fuck sia..da tk leh klua sudah lah..nk org buat per seh??ingat aper??aku nk klua keper ?? kalo boleh,aku nk duduk umah diam2..tgk citer korea satu ari..puas ati aku..tk klua duit..mkn minum semuer ader..tk yah pikir nk pakai aper lah ini lah..pakai singlet ngan shorts da selesa..bodoh sak..
 
org da lah tkdr duit..nk ajak klua lagi..kl mkn minum provided tkpr nie nk pergi semuer tmpt mahal..ingat aper?? bapak aku cap duit keper??..aku nk ckp tknk ikut nnti diorang ingat sombong..tmpt pulak bkn nyer guna kiter pegi..asik vivo vivo vivo..dah jelak aku tmpt tu!!..so far da past 2 wks,i've been to vivo 6 tyms!! 6 TYMS!!! mcm maner tk jelak tmpt tu..arrgghh...
 
*blues*
 
i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate the june holidays!!!! esp. dis current one!!!!
HATE HATE HATE HATE!!!!
 
*sigh*
 
another topic:
 
i've absolutely nth to do at homw so i made another wallpaper of mie 3 lovely favourite guys..its much much much better den the last tym wan..deres a giant pic of each guy in the midle n surrounding dem are the mini pics of dem each..oh yah n i went on a photo search..mostly dbsk lah..n wowie..i hit a jackpot wif some of dem..hahx..i dun wanna post dem up in here..be selfish for once..n i put 2gedder a dbsk wallpaper..its one big pic of them five in the middle n tiny pics surrounding dem..hahx.its nice..for me lah..n i nabbed some of yunnie's pics which were damn rite melting!!!..hahx..im so happie just thinking bout dbsk..
 
*smile* *smile*
 
n i made a discovery..not a big wan but enough to make me drastically happy..
i found if i added up all the numbers in kangin's + teukie's + yunnie's bdae = mie register number..
actually it adds up to 94 but den if 9 + 4 = 13 ->mie reg. no...hahx..i noe i haf to add up 3 n 1 but shireom..i want it to be equal to 13..hehe..i found out when i wanted a no for mie username..hehe..
 
*bigger smile*
 
now wondering wat i shud do nx..its 11.10pm now..go slp or search for vids???..tink i juz watch some vids..but not embedding..im a lazy bum..
 
sha u mention the way u are n im lovin dat song all over again..i loved that action where dey wiggle their hands towards the audience,snapped their fingers n then jerked their heads left n right..hahx..i owaes do that action 2gedder wif dem..hahx..whoops song change..ah back to the way u are..i find xiah veri cute in the mv..wif his floppy hair.hahx..yunho wif his still cute teeth..here's the translation of the song just for fun:

(Hero)I believed that it was hard to fall in love at first
But that was what I thought before I saw you
(Max)I didn't know that thoughts could be changed so easily
I was foolishly by myself

(Xiah)Its not going to happen by trying
I want to naturally go up to you

*(Hero)Will you make your honest love grow?
That love was only in my illusions of my tears

**(All)Your thoughts, your interests,
Your earring on your ear, your weight,
Your scent, your body movements,
I want to know everything about you
Its about the way you are

(Micky)Everyone started to talk about lonliness after I saw you
They talked about ways to forget about the lonliness
But now I don't care about that anymore

*(Xiah)Will you make your honest love grow?
That love was only in my illusions of my tears

**(All)Your thoughts, your interests,
Your earring on your ear, your weight,
Your scent, your body movements,
I want to know everything about you
Its about the way you are

(All) Dont say you don't like me
You can't turn back your feeligns
Its about the way you are (2x)

**(All)Your thoughts, your interests,
Your earring on your ear, your weight,
Your scent, your body movements,
I want to know everything about you
Its about the way you are (2x)

its bout a guy tryin to court a girl..hahx..i love the rhythm..aniwae nx song unforgettable..at last i managed to find a not live wan..shud i put the trans here??..aiyah just put ar:

04. Fool (Unforgettable)

A lie, it's all a lie, those words that time will make me forget you are a lie.
The pain from the seperation has surpressed my heart a little but my feelings for
you are ever the same.

I never thought it'd be easy but
even though a lot of time passes
It's still awkward without you here.

I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know.
You're all I long for.

A lie, that was a like, those words that I've already forgotten you are a lie.
I just said those words because I thought I'd look pathetic and because of my
trifiling pride. I've never once forgotten you.

When I think about a bad habit I've started
I try and forget but
I still you miss you

I still love you and I still want you.
I won't ever be okay without you.
Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know.
You're all I long for.

I've never stopped loving you. My feelings for you have never changed.
No my heart keeps growing like my love for you.
I just try and keep still the moments when we were happily together.

You had a hard time in my embrace
and it's not until after I've let you go can I think and see clearly.
But I love you everyday
I'm still waiting for you like I've always done
See you once again, my love

sweet aint it?? anw i had it stored somewhere in mie music folder,nv really listened to it..den sha asked for it n i searched n searched for it..downloaded it den listened..seemed familiar den went to check mie music folder..turns out i haf it oni under different names..hahx..so much for the trouble..oh well song's now to yaksok..i still love kangin's voice in it...so since i posted the trans of the songs sha wanted,so mite as well i post the trans of the 3rd song,Thanks To:

[YW] I open my eyes to the sunlight that is streaming in through the windows.
My sadness is calmed from yesterday.
If I walked the path that you always told me about
I probably wouldn't have scarred my heart.

[Choikang] Everytime I was exhausted and cried for you
You always held me tight. baby U-know I love U

*[All] I know you were waiting for me
so I thank you for the love inside you
I'm always next to you...now I promise you

[Micky] Like a child, I couldn't even hide the deepest emotions of my heart from you.

[Xiah] If I looked lonely from behind,
you held my hands and cried for me.
Forgive all my childish behaviors of when I forgot about you
in my happy moments.

*Repeat

(narration)
[Micky] You were always inside of me,
but I never felt your presence.

[U-Know] Now give me a chance to live for you.
I will even love your pains.

[YW] Hold out your hands so that we could feel together...
Look into my eyes, and see that you're inside of me.

*Repeat X 2

done..anw im loading the perf where minnie was left alone on the stage so here it is:(im hardworking after all)

 

dis is the perf for lovin you:

yea i tink dey sang it quite good..frm the comments,i gather dat lovin u is quite a hard song to sing but dey did okay..hurhur..dey almost owaes do..

 
whoops dad's yelling for me to stop..im surprised it took him dis long..its 11.53pm now..so i tink i better slp..in 7mins tym,its SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA for JOSCELIN!! n i haf plans 2mr..so gdnitez!!
 
~Ciao

6月11日

11/06,Mon:SUJU.DBSK.SARANGHAE.

wuthering heights:
 
stop the hands of time.. its just the two of us
steal away to the eternal place in your mind
the love you couldn't feel for anyone...
i will ignite it..

ahh~ im so addicted to dat song..aish..
i hate mie mom..all bcoz of her i cant move away frm the tv..ever since dal ja's spring..grr..hahx..i was watching ep 10 of rrly den i suddenly tink of kangin..den i started missing watching suju n dbsk on mie comp..finally i tore mieself awae frm the tv n here i am..
 
kangin sshi~
found out bout his ideal girl type..*sigh*..im soo not his type..but watever..i cn juz like him ritez..i found out during his ysmm cut..logging in to veoh rite now n the website is takin sucha a freaking long tym to respond..so dun tink gonna embed the vid here..sry..
 
n i watched this ep of suju show too..where there are kids on the show too n they r suppose to choose their partner(basically the suju member hu dey tink is the coolest)..den none of the kids chose kangin..so pitiful..teukie was the most popular n he's so cute,saying "well it's bcoz of popularity so i accept it.." anw kangin merajuk n he dun wan to play soccer anymore..he threatened not to actually den da rest ignore him n he sat one corner,not budging until some1 fetched him..teukie felt bad den 'trained' the kid he has to lie dat kangin is the coolest..hahx..the kid has plans of his own n kept saying "i dno.." evry single tym teukie asked him who's the coolest..dey went to kangin n teukie aks edthe kid dat question..da kid said dno n kangin gt fed up n went away..the kid still refused to lie..n end of clip..
 
i tink dat kid's a brat..i mean juz tell a white lie for once..n fer god sake's its broadcasted..it'll make kangin look weird lor..
 
den gt a vid of suju candlelight talk..in suju show lah..t
eukie cried..its so sad..i hate it when teukie cries..he makes everything look so sad..basically everyone talked bout their feelings bout being in suju..n teukie brought up the fact that super junior was brought 2gether by concept so they were gonna separate in the end..
its sweet when he said," i've been thinking more and more about the day when we will have to follow our own paths.Only one thought comes to mind.I don't like it."..i went awwwww~...n tears start falling down his cheeks again..
 
n he said lastly: "thank you for following this fool's lead."
an then, he smiled,showing those cute dimples of his..
yehsungie replied: "you thanked us for following your lead,but we'll continue to follow and it's just the beginning for us."
 
its sooo sad u noe..u haf been with a bunch of ppl fer years,working together..den one day u haf to part..its like graduation day in school..den if u may bcm rivals in work,instead of team mates..imagine dis happens to all of ur fav bands..haiz..i hope suju n dbsk will last long long,if nt forever...
 
-Super Junior-
-Dong Bang Shin Ki-
~Hwaiting~
 
oh yea i've changed mie background..
gt all of mie fav guys in it..
but one yunho pic lyk gt one worm on his nose..
hahx...n one pic on the side..
yunnie looks super HAWT!!
its the result of mie frequent search for yunnie's pics..
^^
 
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~.
.LOVES.LOVES.LOVES.                    .
                                                            .
.YUNHO.JUNGSOO.YOUNGWON.    .
                                                             .
.DBSK.SUJU.                                       . 
                                                             .
.ME.HIM.HER.US.                              . 
                                                             . ~~~~ .
.NETBALL.COMPUTER.MP4.HANDPHONE     .
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ . 
 
~ciao
 
 
6月9日

9/6,Sat: ~Happy daes ahead~

ahh~ the last 2 daes haf been a blast..
 
went to east coast on thurs..separated frm the rest n we 3 went off by ourselves..hahx..reanted bicycles n went cycling round the beach..stopped by a deserted patch n played wif the water..drew some stuff on the sand dere..hahx..
some of the hearts i made were retarded..nvm u get the idea anw..gt mie shoe wet n dere was sand inside too..ate ice cream at BK..lil money left..so sha went off wif her mom n sis..while me n jos struggled to get home..hahx..found a bus stop but the bus dere only cms on wkends..muahaha..waited fer nth..we called n walked n called again n walked..the directions given were wrong n we had to walk aaallll the waaay back..i had a blister in the making n luckily we managed to find the right bus stop..hahx..walked jos to the lift n took 107 frm dere..
 
ytd..tot cn slp da whole dae..i was exhausted man..den mie mom said mie couzs ajak go mkn at cp..i was lyk haahhh~..im sucha a lazy bum..but go dere babysit nd lot of energy n i haf oni half of mie energy back..mie mom as usual,"ah jgn banyak colok! cpt siap2!"...>.<"..no choice ler..maz smsed halfway thru lunch dat she juz gotten back..she asked bout te drama she wanted me 2 watch..i told her i'd kol her wen i gt home..
went to couz hse..cycled arnd the neighbourhood..up n down..up n down..tot go home cn juz slp..den i rmb i hafta kol maz..hehx..she told me bout her trip n i was uh huh uh huh all the way..hehx..
 
oh ya..n mie lovely couz gave me dis bracelet..its made up of hearts n the hearts are preeetttyy~..
so sweet of him..he just started work n gt his first paycheck n he spent it buying stuff for everybody..
dno y da hell he bought me dis wen he noes im crazy bout 5 guys(+13 more) but still,its nice..
he treated us to ice cream too..hehx..yummy..swensen smore..hahx..
 
~SAYANG SARANGHAE!!!~
 
hahx..juz buy me stuffs n i'll love you..
hehe..jkjk..
 
gonna watch rrly nw..
~Ciao
 
P.S: << 6 more daes to go~ >>
 
 
6月5日

5/6,Tues

da vid is otw..hehe..im so lazy to upload da vid lahs..hahx..im so lazy these daes..gettin in2 the holiday mood..no more netball..yeh yeh..now nx worry on mie list: maths project..on heymaths gt email listing the things dat needs handed in during 1st wk of hols..haiz..even duing hols i get stress..
 
anw dis vid is the one where i said donghae n micky tried to bully yunnie..but hodong ws helping by being funny..hehex..
 
 n hahx dis vid yunnie n doghae 2gedder..n notice joongie at the baq..
joongie doesnt look too happy bout it..
bet he's thinking ,"hey you! dun touch mie hubbie!!"..hahx..
 
 Part 1 of truth game...kangin so hansem!!
 
 
Part 2:hahx teukie fell over..eunhyuk's vids..
 
 
well since im at it.mite as well put in other vids..
hahx dis wan..junsu cudnt join in wif the rest of dem n he juz anyhow burst in at the end..
the others were like "wat the..."
micky's face all blur..
 
and dbsk is rappin here..
junsu is soo freakin adorable..he rules over justin!!.."eet-eet-eet"..
joongie's rap kinda weirrdd~..say FORRRR~yo..>.<"
minnie stick to singing pls..
chunnie very gd lor..
yunnie!! y ya lkin so pale???
 
nx is bout the makin of o mv..budget ler...
hurhur..chunnie standing on top of the garbage can n ppl were lyk "wat the hell..??"
jj's turn..all those sirens,bodyguards fer nth..hahx..
yunnie~"cuz im human n i have to live..red light cms up n all the cars started honking n ppl wud start lookin..wif mie clothes lyk grim reaper.."
hahx..i love dat guy..
dj: "yunho standing..being treated like a weirdo.."
junsu: "in the mv,frm his expression,he looks lyk he's worrying bout the world but inside he's thinking "i must go quickly.."..LMAO..
 
 
chunnie's shocked expression aft seeing how close dey realli were..
yunnie looked awfully gay..hahx..
 
 
dats all fer 2dae lahs..im tired..
ytd woke up at 5.45 dn da whole dae until 2am..no wonder im cranky dis morn..
 
~i found a vid where TEUKIE'S BAACCKK IN SUKIRA!!!!
hahx..21 may..wow dats last2 wk..ahh im so happie!!!
i heard he gt 170 stitches frm da accident..hope dey come off oredi...he looks so much healthier..tink coz he gt a break..ahhhs~ n ryeowook,donghae,eunhyuk n (s)minnie welcomed him wif screams.. 
 
mom's pestering me to upload the i really really like you drama..n its sucha hassle..n im watching at veoh where it takes an awfully long tym coz da vid is nt divided in2 parts..sucha bother man..cant even watch mie stuff in peace..n she's starting to invade mie comp..juz bcoz mie uploading tym is faster den hers..at 1.30am its so uncivilized to barge in2 ur daughter's rm juz to use da damn comp!!..grr..no wonder im so tired these daes..
 
so gonna watch smore vids..
~ciao
6月3日

3/6,Sun: ~dun wanna~

lots of ppl are askin:
are the holidays goin da wae i want it to be??
 
mie ans:
not really..so far the past wk,so far, i have sustained a big graze on mie knee; cried for no reason; gt unwanted  'kiss'; saw a 'ghost'..
 
yeah not really a ghost juz someone whou pretended to be one..u see, mie mom knew dat im a scaredy cat when it comes to dark rooms..so ytd mie mom and i finished watching dal ja's spring at arnd 12.30am..i hadnt bathed coz i cnt keep away frm watching the drama..i was feeling really sticky dat i decided i realllyy had to bathe..so while i was bathing,i heard some disturbance on mie door..den a grunt..i knew it was mie mom..so i went out looked arnd saw no one dn geting a bit creeped out,hurrried to mie room..i gt dressed n went lookin fer mie mom..so i switched off the speaker which were makin noise..i turned arnd n first thing i saw was a person sittin on da sofa..2nd thing i saw was da bright clothing..3rd thing i screamed..i was scared outta mie wits n juz screamed..hahx..mie dad gt a shock n went shouting at me..i cried,hahx frm the scare n the scolding i gt..hahx..mie mom was the person lor..stupid ar..she wore a bright blue shirt n mie imaginative mind tot it ws another colour..i had trouble slpin aft dat..
 
n while typin the previous paragraph,i gt a shock again..mie mom didnt put back the chair aft she sat on it,n i tot someone was on it..stoopid lah..
 
haiz..nth else to sae lor..miss skul..miss jens..miss tchrs..miss hmwk..miss messing about during lessons..but nx term gotta be real serious this tym..really serious bout mie studies..asked mom bout working dis yr..she said flat out no..she said to concentrate on mie studies first..stabilise mir grades..*blues*..tot cn go earn xtra money.. 
 
2mr carnival..body sae dun go..but mind sae wan go..heart dunno an go where..haiz..i cn run even wif the thang on mie knees..but i scared if hit someone or worse,fall again..it will be the end of mie knee(and skin)..arrgghhss..
 
anw cheering mieself up wif clips of suju..wif mie handsome kangin n teukie inside..truth game hahx.."we'll die if heechul,kangin and ee teuk opens their mouth." hahx..i love that phrase..i cn c the truth in it too..hahx..watched suju show too..waking up n goin to sleep..gosh dat two eps really got me attracted to kangin seriously..
ahs dis is wat happens wen u haf too much free tym..u start being infatuated wif al kinds of ppl..
ah jongmal..
his smirk..wah~ im melting..
their hair~..
their smile~..
their eyes~..
their confidence~
fuu-yoh..
it bowls me over~
 
~oh saranghaeyo geudae my love~
 
so errm

dats all fer 2dae..2nite actually..

watched the truth game vid..

eunhyuk to kangin: "do u like women wif big breasts??"..LMAO..i almost died frm laughing wen i heard dat..

kangin to eunhyuk: "b4 n after debut,u downloaded racy videos on ur pmp n carried dem arnd.."..LMAO..

mc: "wat cn u see on dat small screen??"

heechul: "pmp is portable..he cud watch it anywhere..in the toilet,when we are overseas.."

hahx..n teukie fell over the chair..he is sooo cute n dorky!!..

den another vid..donghae n yunnie..micky n donghae ganged up 2 bully mie precious..hahx..

i dun wanna sleep..i dun wanna wake up early 2mr..i dun wanna wake up..i juz wanna lie in bed n sleep all dae..dun u ppl hear of mondae blues???..but i have to..haiz..

aish..mie family keeps telling me to quit netball..sometyms i want to but at tyms i wan to stay..arrgghhss..y cant dere be somewhere where i'll fit in comfortably n happily,where no one will be complaining bout mie presence dere??y cant i be somewhere where i'll be accepted comfortably,just lyk i am?? isn't dere anywhere dat i can be happy everytime??

for now,the answer will just be in mie fantasies..in mie daydreams..dats where i'll fit in lyk i am..
 
~ciao


 

 

6月1日

1/6, Fri

so errm..a bit awkward aft mie last entry..ahem..
 
da thing on mie knee is gettin better..it keeps givin out yellow watery stuff,i 4gt wat its called..wanted to take a photo of it den decided its too gross a pic to be kept inside mie fone or comp..uggh..
 
mom n dad r out arnd toa payoh dere,buying me ice cream..yeah i had a crave fer it since noon n da ice cream guy disappeared b4 i cud go down n buy one..anw watched dal ja's spring wif mom juz nw n its a great movie..
so synopsis:
oh dal ja is still single despite being 33 yrs..one dae she knocks in2 kang tae bong(lee min ki) n so their friendship starts..tae bong offers to be her fake bf in front of her ex n he is to be paid for it..a contract is made n it will be terminated if any personal feelings were developed between the two of em..so lyk any other story, dal ja fell in love wif tae bong n their contract was terminated..n wen dal ja started missing tae bong, he came to her n told her dat he wanted her to be his girlfriend..he moves in wif her n dat soon started all the laughs n troubles..eventually both of dem fell in love wif each other but refuse to admit it..dal ja yearned fer tae bong to sae i love u to her..she waited n waited juz for the words to come out his mouth..their families soon came to noe bout their livng under one roof n all the opposition between the two families made dal ja feel very tired..wats more, tae bong's ex appears again..(grr bitch)..dal ja asked for a break up juz wen tae bong was about to propose to her..blah blah blah..she goes overseas n come baq n meets him again..ending sucks but at least dey r2geddr..
 
whoops gtg
parents r home..
n yay dey brought home
2 TUBS OF ICE CREAM!!
 
~ciao