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4月29日 >.<*whine* i wanna go school~~~ it's sucha a BORE at home. ~=.=~ i was rudely awakened with water splashed at me. hmph. is this a boot camp or my home,man?? but anyway, i felt super sick when i woke up luh. yesterday, i was feeling alright except for the heavy eyelid. but today,my throat hurts. my eye hurts. my nose was numb. my breath was raspy. like gahhh, im seriously sick. >.< i developed cough too and flu to accompany that. argh. stupid stupid stupid! dorothy called my house. i hope tomorrow after exam i can go home straight away instead of sticking around for 'lessons as usual'. seriously, now all i can think of is my health. i'm really not caring about who im gonna pangseh, who im interacting with. im sick and im gonna get better. and my eye's is nowhere acceptable, to add to my irritation. gahh~ rants rants rants. social studies revision is not going iin. argh. _____________________________*zonk out on irritation*______________________________ - - *bright chirpy persona emerges* *^^* NOW~ i watched this video about this TVXQ fangirl,Wei Lai who woke up from coma because her mom played TVXQ songs 24hrs oh well, watch the video to find out. she's going to dbsk's concert. she woke up just in time huh? strange. Or you can say, a miracle since the doctor only estimated she had 3 days to live. and that shows that there is still hope even though all seemed lost. *goes into psychological mode* LOL but anyway, WEI LAI,HWAITING!! yupyup and i've just finished watching this really awesome yunjae fanvid. it has two parts: Part One; Part Two it has a very sweet storyline and a sad ending. i won't put any spoilers here except most of the scenes are from Vacation: Cassiopeia and The Way U Are so you can guess which scenes are used here. XD the subs in the first part may be a little hard to read but it's quite alright,i guess. the whole storyline is related to a very sad situation(s) that happen(s) usually in very conservative countries. hahx but, it's a very nice fanvid luh. so watch it. *^^* you have irritated me to the point i can't take it anymore alright then, im off to do some serious mugging again. it's time you stop relying on us ~Ciao SERIOUSLY. 4月28日 whee~lalalalalalalala~ one day of MC gone whee~ gahh~ though it's my 'off' day, i had to wake up at 7am. >.< but it's to see my doctor so yeah wth~ ^^ debated on whether to go to Dr Koh or hougang polyclinic >.< since im SO considerate about my parent's money, we went to polyclinic. oh,how i regret that decision. >.< why?? because just for a less that 10mins consultation with the doctor, we have to wait for like..3 hours?? no kidding! we reached there like at 9.30am,i guess. then we waited to register for one hour until 10.15am. then waited for the damn freaking doctor and only went in at like 12.20pm. like what the hellllll~ my butt were freaking SORE from sitting there. lucky i brought my SS and Chemistry notes with me (how hardworking!) XDD oh yeah, and the stares from other people didn't help in reducing my discomfort anyway. because i was wearing these sunglasses/shades/whatever-you-call-it and yeah, i know i was weird for wearing them indoors. but hey,not like i have a choice. it was pretty damn uncomfortable wearing those, you know. though i look great in them (*AHEM*), beauty does come with a price. the top of my ears were sore,man. =.= and the doctor lokek nak mompos siol XDD i asked for more tubes of my eczema medicine and she was like "oh, we don't have any records of you blablabla..." freak her. but at least i found out something useful from her. "the more you skin comes in contact with water and soap, the more dry your skin becomes." i was like wow, i thought water was making it better. but otoh, i didn't have to go for minor eye surgery. im scared of those tweezers ever since i saw the doctor use it on me once. *shudders* BUT ANYWAY, i just gotta take anti-biotic med and apply this cream into my eye and the swell will go down. it's still reddish and bloated. it's painful when i touch it. the doc said it'll take 3 days for the swell to go down completely, but tomorrow, it should be acceptable. ^^ we went to sheng shiong at seramgoon north there. again,everyone stared at me like im one idiot, which probably i'll look like one. had 'fun' lugging all those groceries into the taxi. *^^* then, spent the rest of the evening watching k-movies. but was halfway into the 2nd movie, when my tv experienced some 'technical difficulty'. XDD yup2 this is first day of my MC. what will tomorrow bring?? hmm~ oh yeah!! and today, the weather was DEATHLY HOT!! i was DYING in my black t-shirt and i was wearing shades!! like omg~ stupid eye. hahahahahahaha~ anyway, my mom just fried me some SEAWEED CHICKEN(or CHICKEN SEAWEED) hahahahahahaha~ just bought them just now. 1kg of it for $9.90 trust me, it doesn't look as much as you think it will but anw, YUM!! i'll be thinking of you girls when i eat it~ NOT!! XDD ~Ciao 4月27日 looonngggg~gahhhhhh~ exams~ my eye~ soooo do not go together *tears out hair* like freak, now i look like one girl who kena punched in the left eye. >.<" if this eye doesn't deflate in 6 hours time, im gonna give school a miss tomorrow.. heck i can't go to school with half of my eyelid hanging down like some disgusting *insertword*! it's not like i asked for my eye to be swollen. jos saw how it was on saturday. i only came for tuition because exams are here and i don't wanna waste my parents money. if i missed saturday's lesson, i'll have to wait for ONE whole week before i can revise my a maths properly because seriously, i can't get a thing into my head at home like >.< so like jos wanted, here's the pics i took of my eye: this is my normal right eye if it looks bigger than normal, it's just that my eyes is naturally like that:  yupyup and now here's my retarded left eye:  hehehehehe~ now now, it's a retarded and sleepy eye??XDD and both of my eyes together:  i know what you're thinking~ why does my right eye(left of the pic) look darker?? hmmm~ it's a long story, i guess it was because of the same case as my swollen eye.. confused? there's no need to be. XDD but the focus is on my left eye now.. so?? do you think i should go to school tomorrow now?? ^^ yepyep so sorry for any inconveniences caused. *^^* anw anw, friday was...tiring...? LOL i thought cabin was like only gonna be for 2hrs at most.. and whoa now that i think about it, we spent like 5-6 hrs in there??? it was already incredibly torturing to sit there with Ms James for one and a half hours but 6hrs?? hahahahaha~ we were like pigging out in cabin sia~ and teacher almost got choked. the pillows are waaaayyyy dusty for my comfort, my nose felt like it had several sadakos in there, ya know.. and i still don't know what she's gonna do about my DC!! if mr *insertname* finds me tmr and im not there, will he call my house?? oh mann~ ms james you better remember about it tmr.. she gave us a lift to hougang mall,that is me,shar and maz. tracy went off at hougang point and jit lynn's father fetched her. then i went to sengkang with SHAR DARLING while maz went off to toa payoh. hahx seriously, i hadn't thought of where to drop off until shar asked me.. i was like "errr...?" hehehehehe~ but SHAR UNNIE sent me to my aunt's block.. so sweet of her right?? *coughyeahrightcough* XDD but anyway, i appreciate it because it is reallllllyyyy dark and scary there in sengkang and it'll be easy to get lost hurr hahx thank you unnie i <33 you loads  *^^* that's the largest font size unnie. hope you're contented. hehehehehe~ yup my cousins are really sweet. they knew i was coming they set up a 'surprise welcoming party' in one of the rooms lol was it that long since i've last saw them? hmmm~ XDD oh well, nice to feel im wanted LOL yupyup yesterday consists of: -swollen eye -tuition -fever -soccer -a failed attempt to revise social studies. XDD but watching soccer while you're sick is reallllyyyy fun~ because you get frustrated and makes you forget all about your sickness. lol and shoot~ chelsea is the top one i guess.. *resent* like puh-lease, some of the players "kerek nak mampos siol". XD that's quoted from my mom. ahahahahahaha~ yupyup i didn't switch on the comp for the whooollleee day.. torture?? not really.. i don't have the energy to even press that 'on' button. that's why i didn't send the email to katsu ppl.. mianhaeyooo~ oh yeah btw, while waiting during half time, my dad and i watched this really cool vid of 'cannon rock'.. i know this may be so not interesting for ya but seriously, for a non-guitar lover, i loved that collab!! skip this video if you want. but im just telling its LOVE!! here: cool,no? XDD i loved the way they did that "rock" sign in that pause there.. and 1:42-1:44 is definitely awesome sweeping!! (don't ask me what's 'sweeping' cause i dno but i just got that term from one of the commentsXD) gahhhh~ i love this version the most luhh XDD whee~ if only i could learn to even strum a guitar with a tune... *sigh* LOL i ripped the audio and it has been on repeat.. XDD nowadays there's something wrong with youtube the vids won't load but thk god it did for 'canon rock' ^^ but beautiful you off-shot movie hasnt been loading ever since i clicked on that link and refreshed for the past hour. hmph. oh well. there's still the holidays. XDD just randomly, i watched this korean movie "the Art of Seduction" and one of the characters is named JUNG YUNHO!! if it was a young man i'm okay luhh but it's a fatherly(in other words,he's OLD!!) type of character and i was like what the helllllll~ LOL i was very XD when i heard the surname "Jung" being mentioned den i heard "Yunho" i was seriously XDDDD but when the woman cried out "yoonho yah~" and the camera turned to this old man on the bed my expression changed from XDDDD --> =.=""""""" eukyakyang~ like mannn~ surely the director or the scriptwriter knows jung yunho of dongbangshinki?? like LOL seriously, a HUGE difference luhh.. and, the movie has a lot of familiar actors/actresses. there's: - the main guy lead who is from My Tutor Friend(i think) EDIT: - HyunYoung from My Wife Is A Gangster 3/ Best Romance(our "noona noona yea~" favourite ) - Ji Sang Ryul (missed him luhh..one of XMAN Comedians) - another guy from XMAN;his name *sth sth Gyu* if im not wrong (he competed with jong kook over eun hye in pattaya special) i think there's more but they may be familiar only to me luhh.. so yeah, watch that movie.. the ending is a bit weird but it's fun watching the pretty Son YeJin and the errm *GUY* give sarcastic comments to each other. XDD so yeah.. tomorrow's the 2.4km run. most likely i won't be there, but just wishing the rest of my class good luck tomorrow.. majority of our class are good runners.. sheesh,i feel like a fat blob running sia~ XDD but anyway, i'll be going to the doctor too. to get my minor eye surgery if required.. XDD been through that before, hurts but yeah..what doesn't?? lol it's a long post today.. to make up for the one week "break".. who knows, may be a another week before i can update. Rants: what's so good about having a stead? fine,if you have one but that's no need to say it like that no need to give me a look that says, "oh i pity you. you have no stead." so what if i don't? must i have one to survive? are guys all i need to keep living? so what if my last one didn't end the way i wanted it to end? so what? aku taknak means aku taknak ar. nak pakser2. aper pasal kau sehh kalau aku takder. aku tahu ar kau lawar senang jer nak dapat. must rub it in meh? gyahh!! >.< yup so much better XD so Ciao~ *^^* 4月20日 *good mood*eukyakyang~ becoming more and more angsty huh.. haigoo.. ANW, had a downloading spree just now~ XDD i was desperate for more songs to fill in those empty moments of my days and i went to search for more mp3 download sites. which were to no avail. either they do not have lots of k-pop songs or they just are too much of a hassle to comply with hahx. but i discovered a bonus link in one of my searches and voila, all i did after that was press link and the download thing starts~~ wheeee~ currently downloading davichi's album XDD after listening to one of their performance on music bank, their voices are pretty~~ ^^ im in a good mood which, sadly to say, is kinda hard to come by these days. hahx. but yesterday, i realized most of it is because of PMS yup yup. *^^* tuition yesterday was fun. with eileen unnie randomly laughing after reading the compositions her students wrote. "i was in seven wondered." errr....? LOL these students are creative man. hahx. and i still can't believe there was once a school with three bell rings and everyone had to freeze on the first bell. what about those who are doing their business in the toilet when the first bell ring?? jos GLADLY demonstrated for us,which made us go into a giddy mode. bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~ XDD and i was "RICH" XDD all those sweets and snacks were given to me like i won them in an arcade or something. lol and the popsicles too THANK YOU,LOVELY PEOPLE WHO GAVE ME THAT!! *^^* i was hoping for may doni to appear on music bank again but not yesterday's, i guess. jewelry won again. -.- though their song's cute and catchy, somehow after a few wins, there's not much anticipation anymore. i mean, when wonder girls were reigning in music bank, everytime they won, it'll feel like it's their first time winnning~ maybe i'm biased but.. XDD hahaha~ speaking of biased, SS501 performed. while unnie was like spazzing about her favourite members, i was focusing on their performance. are they really that good to give dbsk a run for their money?? conclusion?? hmmmmm. being as objective as possible, i conclude no. LOL maybe it's because they don't wow me. maybe it's because their songs don't stick to me even after 3 times listening to their song. usuall,3 times is all i need to get hooked to a song. even though im a not a big fan of big bang, i was hooked after 2 reruns of Lies. and Epik High too. maybe it's because im too full of expectations,after all i am a loyal cassie. but i gotta have high expectations because aren't they up against dbsk ?? so SS501?? haha~ maybe next time. XDD now onto academics, so far, i have done my chemistry and..... yup. chemistry. that's all. LOL my a. maths is currently thrown aside. and my malay's is at god-knows-where. :) i have YET to start my revision. and i should be worrying,shouldn'i ?? oh well. it will start tonight, i suppose and the days subsequent after today. hahahahahahaha~ for now, let's enjoy my good mood,yeah?? YEAH. oh. yay!! davichi's done. yeap.. so off to download some more~ XDD OHMYGOSH, SOMEONE'S COOKING SMELLS REALLLLLLLLLLLYYYYY GOOOODDDD~ omomomomomomomomo~ me and dad are like dying of hunger pangs.. *rolls around the floor clutching stomach,screaming for foooodddddd* gahhhh~ the smell is killing me.. GAHHHH!! *after consultation with dad* I DEMAND FOR PIZZA!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ XDD ~CIAO *^^* 4月17日 argh!argh. i know my malay sucks right. but there's no need to fucking rub it in. don't keep saying, "aiyah i scared later i say wrong how?" "i don't feel like doing it leh." "you cannot see i watching tv now meh??" if you don't wanna help, just say fucking NO. at least i don't have to hear some fcking lame excuses. go watch your fucking SINETRON it's so interesting to watch the female lead get her heart broken than help your daughter score some MARKS for her fucking mid year right. go and complain that i have been so lazy to help with the housework. all because of some stupid excuse i always use PROJECT. yeah just scold, scold me now for trying to do well for my project. later when i get really low marks, scold me again. just scold cane me. confiscate my phone. erase my hard disk. unplug my computer. just go do it lah. i will cry. i will hate you for it. but to you,what the hell. i got low grades. it's my fault. all my fucking fault. my fault that i cant do it right because neither of you are willing to help me. yeap can't even do this easy thing by myself. all the blame's on me. why? because i'm STUPID, that's why. im just fucking downright stupid. 4月13日 syf.haiz. syf is over. just like that. i didn't take any pictures because i knew there are googillion other people taking pictures too.. ^^ yup. even though the impact BMB had on the audience was not very much, at least we have originality. unlike some other school. thyey wanna copy but copy so obviously lor. then cheer like they're so good. please lar, even the judges can see you copied almost everything from US. that's probably why WE DESERVED GOLD while you deserved SILVER. i was freaking bored while waiting for BMB to appear and i kept on drinking and drinking and drinking. and also kept eating and eating. gah, the boredom~~~ occasionally the guys behind entertained me lah even without the intention to *^^* weixuan sounded so freaking gay, singing "Sexy,Naughty,Bitchy Me" guhhhh, his voice is soooooooo damn GAY~ ROFL XDD CheeWeng's "got ice-cream sell ar?" was so bwahahahahahahaha~ i love the outfits our band had. it's so striking and not very mundane. unlike some schools who stuck with the usual, black,white and red. although they may look a tad ridiculous, they did stand out. oooooo~ i've found a video of bowen's band syf 2008 quite clear and steady. the person must've used a video camera. some of the comments commented about bowen's supporters.. i was like YEAH,WHERE DID ALL THE HIGH-NESS GO,PPL?? like FREAK, 80% of the seniors were even bothering to open their mouths and scream for bowen. didn't even CLAP. like WTF. all they know is to just cam whore and say to their friends "eh!! i went to syf, you knooowww~" yeah you were there but just for the sake of being there. retarded people. want to be pretty only. but at least, because of the boys behind, our class ppl get to see us. XDD thk god. after bowen, all us slumped back into boredom. but now. onto the negative part. unnie, jokes are jokes lah. but there's a limit,you know. i remember clearly i told you not to make me and terry on msn you joked saying you're not listening but i trusted you enough not to make me. i don't mind if you make me within our group. but please lah, there are other people behind us too there, not to mention terry too. if i told with the intention of letting everyone know, then why did i tell you in the first place? i could have told other people,not just you. i trusted you not to blab, yes, i call it blabbing, yet you just easily said "where's YOUR terry" okay fine. i sometimes made fun of myself like that too. but, think of terry. if whatever we thought/heard is not true, then he's "humiliated" for no good reason. if the people who heard are the type who's the hardcore teasing type, wouldn't me and terry feel awkward?? when you and i were in the same class, you already did until it made me and some people awkward. do you think i would want to be in the same situations again?? then there's also no need to drag jos and weibin in too. even if she does talk about him everyday, that doesn't give you the right to ask around for him because unlike my situation with terry, theirs is just platonic. for that, you're really in the wrong. you may think we're angry over nothing because you were just "joking" but like i said, jokes have limits alright. i heard that you said when you're sick, you say everything out. huh. frankly, that's a lame excuse. you know you're in the wrong for making us, it would make it less embarrassing for you if you just admit it. it can be said im angry at you. i was yesterday but now, i don't feel angry. i just think that you have been going too far these days. i've decided. from now onwards, i won't trust you enough to handle some things. cause i just don't see any reason to. i'm sorry but it's just been too much. 4月11日 wheee~hehehehehehe~ today's was supposed to be about the cross country.. but seeing as it didn't happened, what am i suppose to blog about?? our day?? fine.fine.fine XDD my habit of talking to myself is still apparent on my blog huh?? XDD ANW, darn you,rain!! like what the HELLLLLLLLL,man.. i woke up at 5.30 for nothing~ but.. at least i saw people.. XDD i kinda forgot to say thank you to terry for deciding to wear the class tee.. yesterday he was like all "i dun wan wear class tee.. wear cca t-shirt better." and i ended up scolding him "go and die" and just logged off.. XDD and heeee~ he wore it todayyy~ thank youuuuu~ XD guh, skip that "terry went j8" part. it was so unnerving to sit at the front seat of the taxi,you know.. i kept turning to the back because i feel very insecure.. somehow i had this feeling that if an accident occur to us, i'll be the first to die *touch wood* LOL the iced lemon tea at j8's mac was bland lor. made my tongue feel like one rubber luhh. and i got a cute *CAT*..(+ a micky) hmmm.. i still don't know what it's name is so whatever lahh hor.. let's play the kids merry-go-round again next time!! it's so childish lah and shar's video is dammn cute can????? XDD we pretty much camwhored but if only we were complete... it would be so much better luh.. anw, shar became the person with the laughing syndrome on the way back again lorr.. FIFI is bloody cute with her tiny "rock" sign.. LOL omg~~ everyone today is soooo damn cute lahs!! XDD i slept from 1.30 until 4pm. though i didn't feel like i slept at all. XD went to jos house.. heee~ i like her pants but her shirt is sooo stripey lehh.. XD went through every chapter.. lol im surprised at how much i can remember the rules and formulas though i always forget on how to apply them . hehehehehehe~ hahx and thank you to jos maggie and eileen unnie for sending me down. i seriously didn't know the carpark was just around that pillar you know.. XDD eukyakyang~ and GOSH, i MISSED THAT MOTORCYCLE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCHIE!!! it felt like i haven't been riding it ever since like....forever?? i told dad to go a longer way since i long time never ride it. but he ignored me. :( lol but along the way, we encountered a couple of "driver tak betul" (as quoted by dad) and in the end, dad also like sot2 the head.. he lean his body too much to the right and my head almost banged the wall.. lol cute lahs!! wheeee~ i'm worrying about my malay project dued next week but i just can't seem to direct my worry properly.. alah, what the hell lah.. let's just enjoy the weekends while it's here!! ~Ciao JIAYOU TO BMB MEMBERS~ 4月10日 whoo~whee~ WHY am i still so high despite it being 10.09pm at night?? aigoo~ since shar unnie wanted SOME updates.. i'll oblige oritey.. because i don't know if i'm gonna be online tmr as i have tuition from 7pm to 9pm.. hee~ ang OMG~ cabin is becoming more and more fun luhh.. at first, i felt disappointed.. why?? hehehehehehehe~ because when unnie entered the room, her oppa not there.. awww~ and she ASKED leh where he is.. XDD don't think i didn't noticed,shar unnie i noticed EVERYTHING.. and when he did came, then the atmosphere was much more fun,ya know?? XDD and gawd, i keep replaying the scene where he ruffled her hair and then we started saying her.. and OMG, you can practically feel the HEAT coming from her cheeks~~ WHOOOOOOO~ XDDD sadly, we...what am i talking about..SHE didn't get to see her oppa before we left.. aww *pats back* there's always monday~ XDD haish.. it's just my luck weixuan was walking behind us luhh.. and then the whole "TERRY!!" thingy started.. and GUH, UTTER EMBARRASSMENT!! hmph. and when i thought he wouldn't care about this stuffs, he just HAD to add "Terry at street soccer there leh." grrr. unnie, i know you had to take revenge lah but why why why WHY must it be when weixuan's there?? gaahhhhh~ then just now online, he talked to me.. "TERRY!!" =.= im in tortureeee~ i tell him don't make me.. his reply: "where got?? reminding you of your husband only wadd" grr. then: "fine lah. i don't be so bad. not husband. stead can lerh." >.< *pulls out hair* remind me who started all this "terry" thingy. hmmm.. CHEEWENG!! lol because he was the one who sent me the comment that his "friend" say i pretty.. guh.. and look what one measly comment made me feel like now.. oh well. push that ALL aside. CROSS COUNTRY!! though weixuan, my personal motivational coach (where does he get all those quotes man??), urged me to run. im just too LAZY!! i've got two people to whack now if i see them running past me. hehehe. "transfer of energy". XDD anw, gonna log off now.. oh and i've downloaded the MESSENGER PLUS~ that sijie keep pestering me so i can see his coloured fonts.. *rolls eyes* yeap. i have no idea what to do with it but hey,at least i've got a colorful contact list.. XDD so yeah~ see you PEOPLE tomorrow!! ~Ciao 4月8日 umm crap?? XDDeukyakyang~ an emo post just after a high one.. how inconstant this is.. *^^* well, what happened has happened. what will happen, will happen. *sigh* hehe~ sorry jos, didn't plan to on the waterworks today.. it's alright. even if im not in the best of moods, even if im not my usual self, just treat me like normal ok? not that you usually treat me abnormally lah.. but yeah, you know~ XD i guessed jason noticed because at the start of the assembly, he kept looking at me and glancing back at terry. hahx. *^_^* a.maths test was kinda alright,i guess. a few ditches here and there, but at least i can pass. at least i hope i will. ^^ and that, just a small gesture and it made me smiling like an idiot. *^^* (now,don't you start,jos..) oh and i found out maybe that packet of raisins weren't so bad after all. i tried the first packet at home and was gagging but forced it down my throat when mom kept giving me the "you-asked-me-to-buy-rite-better-finish-it-or-die!" look. hmph. but anw, it's nice!! maybe i should eat raisins for recess so i can save money.. whee~ but im gonna bring another type of raisins cause this one,though alright on the 2nd box, it still tastes like "eckkk~" sometimes.. so yup.. i don't feel like coming to school tomorrow but I MUST COME!! MUST.NOT.SUCCUMB.TO.LAZINESS unlike somebody laa~ XDD there's nothing to look forward to tomorrow though other than seeing MY JENS~ there's ENGLISH!!! like omgggg~ i bet im gonna fall asleep even BEFORE i step into that class sia.. probably while walking to the classroom luhh.. *imagines* . . . . eukyakyang~ stoopid lah~ XDD yeah and i found out something superr funny luhh.. only people in my english class knows what i'll be talking about.. LOL won't bother elaborating but it was sooo cute lahh~ the way he so paiseh~ XDD MCR'S songs are on repeat these days. im sorry dongbang but you're gonna have to take a backseat on my mp3 for this time chwesonghaeyo~ Maia's song is on repeat too. it's so meaningful yet so meaningless. meaningful for someone who goes through love yet meaningless for those who haven't. *^^* im probably not meeting jos and shar tomorrow because 1) i need my sleep,which if i may point out, i have been DESPERATELY lacking ever since the start of school. 2) My mom have been seriously bugging me with all of her nagging. people are getting old,what can i do right? no... AVOID it at all COST~ 3) shar will be there:) as simple as that.. so yeap.. happy seeing each other early in the morning while i'll be dawdling at home~ *^^* hahx don't wanna be like akhim this afternoon. Him: *yawn* *yawn* Me: what time you sleep sehh? so sleepy sia you.. Him: i yesterday swimming den super tired mah.den smmore today idris birthday Me: LOL den wat time you sleep lah? Him: 9.30p.m. Me: =.=" you can practically see the "diao.." going on in my mind. LOL malay lesson cheered me up alright. aisyah is so freaking cute lah. debating with the teacher and her superrrr lonnnggggg answer.. XDD though i know some of you may not like her because of the way she carries herself, but if you really knew what she's like, she's really likeable. she speaks with perfect articulation and gosh,im so JEALOUS!! not to forget, her teeth~ omg i love people with straight WHITE teeth~ i'm gonna take care all of my children's teeth when i have them later.. *sidetracked* XDD whoops, typed too soon~ guess im gonna have to meet jos early after all.. XDD no no.. not a burden.. just -ummm- was looking forward to a lil extra sleep.. but ANW, i'll PEI YOU TOMORROW OKAY,JUNG MI SSHI~ *^^* ALRIGHTEYY~ my eyes are signalling to me that it is time to close my system.. XDD so yeah.. ~Ciao i waited. but u didn't even said hi. stupid idiotic wimp. 4月7日 Cancer it's so sad can?? to know that a very dear loved one is hurting so much and yet, you cant do anything about it. i know how it feels, mom. i know. maybe that's the reason why she was so stressed out this afternoon. after hearing the news about her sister, then plus me being late, she just got fed up. now that i know, i don't blame her one bit. in fact, i wanna slap myself for being so rude. im sorry. her health's deteoriating. she barely have enough energy to walk around. mom says her stomach's getting more bigger and she has to go for full blast chemotherapy. she has to rest a lot but.. some people just don't let her. they don't wanna help out, preferring to hang out with their friends, have fun than taking care of their mom. like, can you even call that your child?? how shameful it would be. even when she talks, her voice's so weak and she's starting to slur her words. i can't even stop myself from tearing when i hear her over the speaker phone. even though im not really close to her, she's the one who always bring the laughter to the kids. the one who always bother to entertain the kids no matter how sick she is. the one who always laughs at jokes,even if it's not funny just in case the person gets all hurt. mom cried while telling me all this. and it just affected me. i feel like running up to her and give her one big hug, telling her it's all okay, that it's all in her mind. but i can't. the doctor said it loud and clear. the most, one year. gahh~ even typing this, i get teary all again.. i heard dad say, "all i can say is, i wish her well. all the best to her. we cant really do anything so let's just support her." mom looked like she just wanna start crying again. and.. i can't explain the feeling but it's just so.. suffocating for me. i don't know lah.. it's so so so sad. what a coincidence. "Cancer" is playing right now. it's just one year. why can't people realize time flies really fast when you least expect to?? Hwaiting, aunty. are you sad? because i am. are you crying? because i am. 4月6日 wheeeeeee~<33wahhhh~ THIS video make me ROFL so early in the day~ it's lucky none of my family ppl are at home eukyakyang~ i dno if any of MY JENS watched thsi before but it's UBER CUTE!!! HERE like OMGGGG~ the JAEHO moment is so much LOVE like the host are sooo cute TOO.. im glad they asked that question sehh.. "Who's the couples??" my gaze automatically directed at JAEHO and imagine my HAPPINESS, when Jaejoong sent a cautious look at yunho, while LEADER-SSHI LOOK SO FREAKING SHY~~ XDDDDDDDD jae looked totally uncomfortable about that topic when the camera zoomed to his face.. wheeeeeeeeeeee~ and then they made fun of junsu who seemed to be enjoying his OWN oyagi gags like the rest were =.=" and he was XD about it and laughing to himself.. omg total CUTENESS!! then they talked about the dozens of anniversaries koreans have and the host asked about "Kiss Day".. now, for the questions asked about other anniversaries, the boys were so enthu in giving the explanations.. but when it came to "Kiss Day", they were like ,"hmmm,Kiss Day......" *silence* bwahahaahhahahahahahaah~ jae is super CUTE when he suddenly burst into laughter after realizing the spontaneous silence all of them had XDD AND THERE'S ANOTHER COUPLES MOMENT!!! the host asked if any of them had done any kissing on kiss day and after jae spoke about his "dream", the hosts said "well you can try it out here.." and like HOMG, JAEJOONG turned to face YUNHO while JUNSU turned to YOOCHUN!!! fvhesgfyehsfrvyewj,GFRYEUT whoo~ *rests hand against heart* I think im gonna have a cardiac arrest~ hahx.. and the host kept teasing junsu about his gags, and junsu is soo CUTE with laugh LUHH.. GUH wah~ this whole day, im gonna be smiley,thinking about them~~ whoots~ then i re-watched this video where JaeSu spoke english on a radio.. yup the one where junsu went "that's rubbing salt on the UND" XDDD but i forgot about another phrase and it totally set me off guard~ "you are so SQUARE" XDDDDDDDDDDDDD what kind of a sentence is that sia??? vcsdhfyhesfgrydsgyt eukyakyang~ then i found this idance for Purple Line which is pretty nice.. i agreed with the comments.. this makes me concentrate on the moves instead of the persons~ lol so yep, if any of you wants to dance to purple line, this thing should be quite easy to follow.. *^^* gahhhhh~ im still red with happiness after that vid.. like OMG i LOVE the HOSTS lahh~ somemore VIDEOS!!! changmin making some S-line moves during T Tour like omg, he looks perfectly dashing in that suit of his.. hahx.. can i just point out that the way jae and yunho stood on either side of minnie, makes them look as if they're staring at each other?? hrrrrmmmm~ XDD omg the love~ and then, i've found a yunho-focused FANCAM of Beautiful You~ he looks more meaty than ever before though.. but that's okay because they're bound to lose weight in these concerts.. not to mention 15 concerts~ so stock up on the weight my dears^^ i've just found this full video of junsu's rainy night.. i remembered i searched like crazy for the full vid when the song just came out but ended up with only fancams that stopped halfway through the song teehee~ the uploader so kindly provided with the lyrics and translations.. not that i needed it though~ *^^* but i can watch junsu sing this song countless of times and it'll never tire me.. junsu is sooooooo freaking charismatic when he sings and when you look at him, you'd just go *contented sigh*~ hahx i wanna watch looooootttts of JAEHO vids like OMG i miss them soooo much~ so yeap, off i go~ XDD ~Ciao 4月5日 dotzwhee~ eukyakyang~ i was disturbed like at 6am by parents who were getting ready to go to batu pahat(where the hell is that,man??).. wahhh~ they wanted to go then never tell us sehh~ tell us like only yesterday >.< but NVM, at least i got a plushie.. TURTLES!! hahx.. i LOVE them~ XDD me and jos decide to wear ORANGE today and boy, did the shirt feeel GOOD on me~ lol the time flew by and we did like only 10+ qns?? weird but it felt so little.. maybe because i got the hang of remainder and factor theorem lahh~ *^^* anw anw, SYF venue changed to national stadium~ don' t know whether it's confirmed or what but it's GREAT if it is true cause then everyone can GO!! *^^* maybe we can chant the "Bowen,Bowen *clap* *clap*" chant again~ lol the memories~~<33 teehee~ im bored and have like 10 mins of internet time left so trying to squeeze everything in this time limit *^^* there's like nothing to update but i don't wanna make my blog half-dead so yeap, UPDATED!! XDD off to download songs i heard from music bank today muahahahahahaha~ ~Ciao 4月4日 whee~hahx.. today was sucha a slooowww day~ i woke up feeling like crap this morning and then kena scolded so early.. wahh~ >.< it's good i went to school early^^ then almost the whole day, i went about with half of my eyes feeling like elephants sat on it. ENGLISH! i have SO many complaints about my class lah.. it's so..dead..and boring..lifeless..dull.. gahhhhh~ I WANT TO GO BAND 2!! today, some stupid classmate suggested we all act out a passage on Friendship.. shoot her lah. she so enthu then the rest of the class suffer. then, she comment like she's the someone who's SOOOOO good in acting~ and poor arkar.. he got beaten up by that monstrous twin~ then CE was so pointless.. what thing sia, have to be in one line, everyone arranged from the TALL to the TALLEST hahx people in self-denial ^^ then what, suddenly talk about this friend of dorothy's then the topic suddenly change to cross country and the stuffs after that.. my stomach was really like a washing machine lor.. then i see the food, my mouth totally lost interest but my stomach still went *gurrgurrgurr*~ then literature, expected it to be the one that's gonna trigger the rest of my eyelids to drop. but HEHE, mrs guna didnt come~ and some quite-okay-looking tchr wearing ORANGE specs came.. his specs totally clashed with his shirt.. so weird lah.. hehe~ then, yup i did the work given with 5% interest and effort.. hahx.. too bad jos, i wasnt really in the mind to go *chaotar* XD AT LAST, i managed to buy the GLITTER pens that i wanted to buy ever since like, tuesday?? hahx.. so yup, i'll be able to do my project properly now~ i practically force-fed myself at home after jos answered im not getting fatter in school.. lol because i have been skipping a lot of meals these days, i don't wanna end up being skinnier than before.. ^^ i re-watched KUNGFU HUSTLE after failing to find Kungfu Dunk with subs.. hahx.. i forgot how much i LOVED that show seh.. i rmb during primary six, after exams, my teacher brought that movie to watch and all of us were so happy that he brought it lor.. *smiles at memory* primary six was the best year of my adolescence lah. *sigh* ANW, that doesn't mean i don't love my secondary school life~ it's just more sucky than ever on some days.. hehe hahx.. on to fangirl~ can expect this to happen right *wink* Beautiful YOU PV!!! like HOMG~ i didn't expect it to come out sooo damn fast~~ and yunho is sooooooooo freaking HANDSOME in that sleeveless shirt can?!?! i was so spazzy when he looked into the mirror luhh~ he looks so PRETTAYE!!!!! but during the dance, he got his long hair.. i was a bit disappointed that he didnt had the shorter hair like in the toilet but hahx, i don't hate the long hair either!! XDDDDD but there's one part where i think his man boobs made an appearance or maybe it's just his muscles~ *imagines* ... *blushes* ... *smiles idiotically to self* ... *ahem* yoochun didn't really stood out much.. he looked a little bit sick lah. and the ends of his hair remind me of his rising sun hairstyle~ junsu's voice is LOVE!!! guh, how many times must i mention his SUPERB high note at the end?? *incoherent* changmin~ changmin,changmin,CHANGMIN. you are sucha handsome GUY~ like wow, he doesn't look his age in there though he looked a bit skinny because his cheeks like a bit sunken in. jaejoong, umm not meaning anything lah but, he's still the same.. nice hair,nice clothes,nice voice.. though nothing made him stand out in this song vocally~ *^^* bwahahahahahaha~ i want to have that sooonnnggggg~ i LOVE LOVE LOVE it!!! should i rip it or just wait for spazzes for the download link?? unless they posted the link that i've missed.. hmmm~ i'll just wait like the patient girl i am *^^* hahx. recently, candychu/pinkandsparkly posted this link where you can morph pictures of people onto other pics of other ppl.. like if you morphed christina aguilera and ayumi hamasaki together, you get a new face.. like omg, i tried those two and i was so surprised at the result.. that new person looked like one BARBIE DOLL,i tell ya~ here's the pic:   see?? so pretty right.. with big,nice eys, and fair skin and superb hair.. wah~ that's the result if you combine the pretty and the pretty.. what about the ugly and the -umm- ugly?? hehe.. giuess who i chose XDD  teehee~ this morph is a bit weird because of the background but still.. ROFL~ im bad, i know~ *^^* hahx.. im trying out yunho and changmin oppa~ the handsome and the handsome.. what's the result,hmmm?? . . . BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ i've never seen such _____ face of yunho + Changmin EVER!! i think it's my fault too cause i didn't do the points properly~ anw, the pic is weird2,like i said before because of the points. hahx     what tickles me the most is the TEETH! i mean, it looks like a painful grimace and the teeth is like lopsided.. the eyes are a bit blurry bacause of yunho's pic~ doesn't HoMin/YuMin(a new name morph made up for me) look like he has a big head on narrow neck?? eukyakyang~ omg~ this morphing thingy really light up my day.. or night~ hahx.. i think i've posted long enough~ hahx.. off to morph some retarded pics.. *^^* ~Ciao EDIT: LOL this is a useless edit but i wanna rmb this.. i tried translating 東方神起 to english.. as you know, it means "Rising Gods of the East".. but LOL, i used the translator online and hahx, the literal meaning is so comical.. "The eastern god gets up" =.=" like i can imagine one fat god trying to get up but with difficulty, he tumbles over to one side.. LOL that is so CUTE!! XDD 4月2日 um?can i just comment on how longggg i've never felt this carefree?? ever since like, FOREVER. like wow~ my projects are nearly done though one is still undergoing "construction" lol and another one i acidentally left at cikgu noryanti's pigeon hole~ muahahahaha~ point is, I FEEL SO FREE!!! whoo~ hahx.. managed to watch one video today.. yup, u saw it.. just one video.. which is?? LAST ANGEL PERFORMANCE DURING KODA KUMI'S CONCERT!! keeping the spazziness to the minimum, i LOVE IT!! LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE LOVE IT!! their clothes, their hair(except koda's), their hair DYES are soooooooo FANTASTIC!! though yunho's (fake) tattoo got me going a little bit  hahx.. but i just love him no matter what~ yoochunnie's SUNGLASSES!! so kewl baby~ and the hair.. ohmygosh the HAIR!! Junsu and Yoochun are like having COUPLE hairstyles!! hair tinged/highlighted with white?!?! i was like from o.o -> !!^_^!! hahx.. okay that is all the spazziness i can bear to post here.. there's lots more but i'll spare you~ XDD so. today. the proper first day that we have maz back. it didn't feel drastically different, just like when she wasn't with us that few days. our oppas. me and jos's,that is. hahx. i wanna ask him whether he'll be my oppa. not that oppa but just the friendly oppa. (so no other ideas) ^^ and jos's.. well that is up to her.. hahx.. muahahahaha~ . . . oh. family emergency. . . . FUCK him lahs!! they already are OFFICIALLY divorced. OFFICIALLY FUCKING DIVORCED. like wtf man? he can't leave her alone?!?! he got mental problem or wad~ poor poor poor her. let's hunt him and kick him in his fcking ass! he dare to call ppl beat her up, WE don't need call people beat you up lahs. WE can do it ourselves. we're not fcking COWARDISH like SOME MENTALLY RETARDED person. fuck him man. already made her suffer during marriage still want create trouble after DIVORCING. some people just can't let go. fucking retarded psycho |
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