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2月24日 hmmm~muahahahahahahaha~ bimil isseoyo~ I and only I know.. *^^* na haengbokhae.. lol anw, was swept away by dbsk's really HQ performance.. though the audio in yeohaeng gi is a bit muffled and echo-ey like we're actually at the wherever the performance is.. but purple line, woots~ SKIN IS EVERYWHERE,BAYBEH!! lol and changminnie doesn't look like a cute kiddo anymore.. like who would when you've got pierced ears,awesome clothes and just dripping hotness?? GUH  i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu,CHANGMIN AH!! but i think yunho's hair looks nice lehh.. though the hair on one side looks a bit too puffy, oh the whole, nice mahh.. hahx.. maybe im biased but.. lol now, isn't good that they made a korean version of purple line?? *^^* LOL currently watching yunho's dancing cut on Line Up.. hahx.. and boy, does he look gooooooooooooooooooooooooood~ do i sound pervertic or what~ LOL *jumps up and down,pointing to PONYTAIL* like, !!eukyakyangkyangkyang~ at last a hairstyle that i and him have in common.. but the 'common' is really little lahh.. *stares enviously at Jos & Maz* hurhur.. LOL now, tommorow is the start of the week where all the papers will be returned.. one by one.. aww drats, and i thought next week is the last week of school.. *pouts* hahx.. keureomyeon, ANNYEONG!!!!! *^^* silent rivalry. it has always been there. 2月23日 crap and sth else ^^im hungry.. and cranky.. lol so today is another day i spent doing absolutely nth beneficial.. well unless u counted my tuition uh.. hahx.. i feel bad cause jos's sis was sick.. but she was really very brisk and umm tchr-like.. *^^* and on the plus side, she teaches waaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy better than mdm padma lorr.. hurhur.. ^^ logarithms from 1 all the way to 3++.. then went to playground wif jos.. laughed like hell at the noisy swing, that sounded like it was gonna break anytime.. like wth.. lol i got bitten by a cat.. well not exactly sink-in-teeth kind of bite.. like play2 bite.. but still,scary sia.. ~.~ lol then at home, i re-watched kabhi khushi kabhi gham.. i forgot how much i LOVED that sho.. i practically had that whole show memorized luhh.. my mom had to tell me to shut up.. lol played psp until like 15mins ago.. and then had a chance at getting online.. *^^* sooooo~ that's my day.. tomorrow is homework day.. bet it's gonna be like only for 2 hours cause i have nth els but chem.. *^^* hahx.. yeah.. so before my parents come back with delicious satay, i'll type whatever i wanted to type before all that crap at earlier.. lol okay.. anw, Shahirah, i know you think im siding with mazidah. but actually im NOT.. i may be with maz most of the time but that's because i don't want her to be alone.. i know u know that things aren't ok yet, but like jos said, things are better.. however little the better may be.. anw the whole point is, im not on anyone's side and jos isn't too.. not yours and not on maz's either.. both of you are at fault and that's all im gonna say.. and about my previous previous post, u thought i scolded you childish for complaining on your blog?? actually, i was saying the 'getting angry over being pangseh-ed' was childish.. because recently, there's a lot of pangseh-ing incidents.. from jos to you to my family(yes it does happen) and i was just fed up.. i still think it's primary-school-worthy so yea.. u may have your reasons in getting angry but hey,it's a matter of perspective.. yup yup.. i guess that's all.. :) if there's anymore qns or anything, blog about it or talk.. i don't really mind ^^ now.. SATAY, here i COME!! ~Ciao 2月22日 hehe randoms:]muahahahaha~ this week, i have little hmwk to do over the wkend.. so more time to have fun and do *ahem* hahx BALLOONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on 96.3FM!!!!!!!!!!!! lol *^^* it's just so natural to get cheered up by dbsk.. *^^* "pungseoneul tago naraganeun yeppeunkeumdo kueotji~" muahahahahahaha~ i just finished watching all the videos that i should have watched like a few days ago... and im geared up for the weekend.. hahx dbsk appearing on music bank!! eukyakyang~ i hope i have a chance of catching it.. i already put a reminder in my fone.. hahx.. if not on friday,maybe then on saturday... im sooooo freaking glad dad subscribed to KBS World heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ okaaayyy now to other stuffs, im still waiting anxiously for my results.. i mean. e5 like got at least two papers back and we hadn't any at allllll~ like whaaattt... some say not getting back is better so u dun need stress bit i think not getting them back makes me stress even more lorr.. and i want to see how i rank in e2 mahh.. am i stupid,average or doing quite well??? man~ muahahaha i just sent a song request to 96.3FM hahx hopefully it'll play okkkaaayyy they didn't..lol *^^* these days, i realise i have absolutely no idea how to react properly to things like, i don't laugh that easily i don't know what im really thinking hahx.. so weird.. i gotta go off~ will update tomorrow~~ ~Ciao 2月15日 >.<it has been sucha a friggin looooonnnnggggg week. like,seriously, i was dying for the wkend. what with things happening here and there and the CTs.. *haiz* okaaayyyy~ i was in a much better mood at the end of the day than at the start because of that someone. ^^ we are talking a lot more these days. it's great but i wish, it's not the same topic. everytime, it'll be brought up and i'm really sick of that. all that. bs. i just don't get it. why something you'll have to face when u grow up is such a fucking great deal??? is it that really heart-crushing?? so frickn heart crushing that you'll die if you don't get your way?? like argh.. asked me,childish? well,yes. bloody frankly,YES,it's all bullshittingly childish. something primary-school-worthy is still going on here. right now. like what the hellllll~ >.< appreciation. that's all it takes. some people just don't get it. i wonder why. 2月8日 Randoms and NonsensePURPLE LINE(Japanese) is FINALLY OUT!!!! eukyakyang~ i knew it was somewhere on the way because of the Korean version.. teehee~ it's been sucha long time since i embedded anything so: yupp.. seriously, there's hardly any difference between the Korean and the Japanese one.. Both are cool.. but i think in the Japanese one, yoochunnie has more screentime, which is goos cause i barely see him in the korean version.. *^^* eukyakyang~~ yep.. all i've done today is sleep a quarter of the day, play computer a quarter of the day, the other half is still going on.. the rest have not yet to happen but will most prob be spent slping.. revision?? nope.. not included in my schedule.. yet. LOL im feel like i have jet lag not that i'd experience one before but just guessing it'll feel like this.. ^^ im so SOORE~~~ well back to slacking around.. there's always tomorrow.. :) ~Ciao 2月6日 ~Hearts All Over~HAPPY BIRTHDAYJUNG YUNHO!!!!eukyakyang!!im in sucha good mood in the morningthat i resolved not to let it get ruined for the day~*^^* CNY celebrations = bo-ooring~ *yawns* and that stupid stupid guy sat behind and kept pushing his bag to my butt.. >.< anw, everyone was BARELY watching the lion dance.. they can't expect us to watch it every single time right?? i mean, i've practically watched lion dance for like 10 times throughout my school life already and we're BORED.. the only things that kept me awake was the dance club and BAND!! speaking of BAND, i loved the part towards the ending where each row stood up and at last everyone slowly bows tgt.. like WOW!! that's awfully nice~ *^^* hahx.. stopped by the blueberry cheese tart shop but it was selling cny delicacies instead.. i was like -.- i was soo looking forward to it.. anw, hahx sorry to you girls for the misleading info.. LOL i thought 156 went in but actually,it didn't and the bus stop is farr farr away~.. lol i haven't been wandering lately so i forgot about all the buses.. *^^* my physics test(s) are done. passed all but one.. it's gonna be counted but oh well, this way,im gotta do the ct seriously.. soooooo~ PURPLE LINE MV!!!!!!!!! I.JUST.LOVE.ITlike WOW,gotta be the hottest MV on MY listand i thought 'O' was hot..LOLOLOLOLOLi saw and LOVE yunhyo's 'eomona' pose..and his shirt just flew open.. doesn't he look so gay?? ..but i still HIM anyway~gahhhhhhhhhsomebody, don't tear me away(while doing that,superglue me too) from the computer screeennnnn~~eukyakyang~ oh well, i gotta stop spazzing(yeah right,as if i ever could ^^) i need to prepare for the chalet.. lol im soo glad my brother suddenly had a case of laziness and yay we'll be going later.. ~Ciaoexcuse me for the one-too-many-hearts ~im feeling ~YunhoI Love You2月3日 FANGIRL~HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHO KYUHYUN!!! LOL if im not wrong, he's the first super junior member i wished here.. LOL lucky you!! <333 DBSK'S YAMAHA CF!! ROFL where do i start? Jae's scream? Min's expression? Junsu's :o ?? leader-shi?? HoYooSu on MOTORBIKES???? GAHHHHHH~ my brain's jammed again~ EUKYAKYANG~ i just love all of it.. i can't believe i totally forgot the CF.. hahx.. LOL and the thai girl that was pointing is so awfully CUTE!! where did they steal her from?? LOL eukyakyang~ and there's the recent PURPLE LINE performance.. yunho's rap is so consistent.. no shivery voice,no gasps in between breaths.. YAY YUNHO!! and changmin's sharp high voice is really impressive!! it's the type of voice that makes me wake up and at the same time doesn't ruin my ears.. YAY CHANGMIN!! Junsu's voice was domineering over everyone's voice and out of all the members, i can only hear Min's high voice and Jae's occasional whisper.. the rest,well.. they are there.. BOO,P.A PPL!! LOL oh oh oh yunho yunho yunho yunho yunho~ _eukyakyang~ YOU + specs + your HAIR = I DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~  credits: pingbook.com i apologise for my biasness but HEEEEEEE~ im so fangirly right now~ HIS SPECS ARE SO CUTE!! for him lah.. im so jealous as to how he can suit every type of spectacles.. i mean, can he make me anymore confused as to which type of specs i wanna BUY????? LOL *ahem* i worked off a few GRAMS ytd when i tried learning the FULL Tell Me dance.. i had to stop when my dad came back but i'm halfway done *^^* LOL a bored girl here~ *sniff* *sniff* someone's cooking sambal today.. mm yummy~ i wonder what my mom has for me.. *runs off* ~~ *runs back* -.- tuna~ LOL ever since i told her i ate tuna sandwich at school most of the time she made me one whole container and just said, "now you can eat tuna sandwich anytime u want. if it finishes, just tell me. i can make more." i was like, o.0 but her tuna was heaven.. she made it from scratch,ya know.. difference is, hers got lots of onions and munchy fish. and I get to put as MUCH as i want.. LOL now i gotta be careful of my gas.. *^^* okaayy lah.. i was contemplating whether i should put it here, but guess not.. LOL ~Ciao 2月2日 질문i hate it. i hate the way he looks at me. i hate it when his face is always serious when i look at him. i hate the way he ignores me. i hate it when he laughs and then stops once i enter the room. i hate it when he doesn't say anything anything. i hate it when he doesn't seem to care. i hate him. whaaaaaaaaaaat?? i don't need all this crap on top of my miserably failing studies. i don't need all of HIS crap when im down. i don't WANT to face his crap everytime i go home. i don't want any crap from him. at all. ego. there's too much. *haiz* i get too much crap and there's crap all over now. gahh~ since when does school gets so tiring?? even seeing my friends now, some of the liveliness have gone.. knowing that sooner or later, surely one of us will be on the downhill mode.. i don't know about the rest, but DBSK, even DBSK, my beloved idols, they cant make it work for me just like before.. i don't know.. maybe because at the back of my mind, there's this tiny accusatory voice telling me, "all of this shit started from them. if u hadnt got into them, all of this wouldn't happen." i used to push that voice,noo, i'd SHOVE that voice back to the depths but now, im doubting. doubting whether they really affected me. doubting, even though they give me happiness, would all of that happiness cease one day?? i can't concentrate. my mind would wander. my eyelids would close. would these happen if i'd never knew them?? Friends. can anyone really survive without them? can i do without them? will i still be able to smile and joke if there's no them? pledging friendship for lifetime. would it hold?? can i just give up trying to maintain and let it all fall into pieces?? no?? if only life is a written answer. If only life contains no questions. but would anyone persevere to live a life like that?? Questions. they rule my mind. there are endless questions. i just wish there's someone who'd answer them all. i'll bother saying this you're not a selfish ungrateful bitch cause deep deeep deeep in my heart, i know you're not. if you are, then everybody else is too. emo-ness sucks. BIG TIME |
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