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12月31日 2009 is coming~2008 flew so fast. too fast. i remembered 1st jan of 2008. and then, look. suddenly it's 31st december. The last day of the year. tomorrow's a new day and a new year. yippee..? hmm.. hahaha~ so i shall list down my New Year's resolutions. No doubt i won't be able to keep some of 'em but i really hope i'll be able to =) 1. Be serious about my studies. Now this one, i'll definitely have problems keeping. i hope some guidance and some motivation will help in keeping my eyes and mind on the books. 2. Get L1R5 < 18 I hope I'm being realistic. i was aiming for < 15 but maybe that's like declaring suicide. hahaha. 3. Enjoy much of my last year in Bowen. Whatever unhappiness that happens in the future, i shall do my best to forgive and forget, live and let live. hehe. why bother stifling myself, eh..? =D 4. Make our relationship work and last as long as it can. haha. this wasn't originally from me. but yeah, i wanted to add this in too XD 5. Be a better person to everyone i know. &that includes MS JEN, my family and of course, my boyfiee. i shall be more intuitive, more decisive and more whatever else that's less of me =) yups. 5 resolutions. i hope i shall be able to see through it all. those were my resolutions. what's yours..? ^^ 1 more hour to 2009. im teeny bit excited. haha. and then one more day to school. *mood turns sour* ahhhhhh~ teehee. take care, everybody. i shall see your glum faces in school then XDD soo. HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (in advance) =D 12月30日 15 at lastttttttt =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE~ lol. 291208 is soooo loved. times like these makes me realise how much i loveee the girls. and of course how much i missed 'em too. the animals were cuteeeeee. i couldn't stop squealing at the little duckies or the otters that we saw during the animal show. ahhhhhhhh~ i love cute furry things =)))) got my wish and visited the white tigers. one of 'em was pacing here and there, looking veryveryveryVERY hungry. scary lah seh =/ our legs really worked from the trip to the zoo. we were dying to sit down lah. LOL andandand. THANKYOUUUUU for the presents, girls!! i loved everything you gave me!! and i really thought the bear was cuteee. in its own way, of course! it is special, ya knowww~ =D and the book and the magazine and the cards. =DDDD okay, now im admiring them again. *__* hahahahahaha~ i love you girls manymanymany!! oh yeah, since Sharrie is very busy uploading the pics, i might as well direct you to her blog ^^ hope you don't mind, unnie XD Sharrie  even though eunice couldn't make it, thankyouuuuuuu for your very PROMPT bday wish. i lmiss lotsa and can't wait to see you this friday!! =DD all the people that smsed , at 12am/++ thankyouuuuuuuuu for staying up(if you did)/remembering to sms meee!! 301208. it's the first time in all my birthdays, i went out to celebrate my birthday in the day with someone non-family. Bunnyyyy~ haha. went to the beach to get sunburnt again XD the water was MIGHTY colddddd~ the minute you step into it, you start shivering like hell. *brrrr* played with water and sand.(what else lah hor =D) tried to make something out of the sand but the tide was too high and it ended up looking very shrunken. HAHAHAHAHA XD funneh. ate Macs and then went on buses for fun. even though it was near my curfew. hehe. and I'm not "cutee", can..? i've always said cute is not an adjective to describe me hor XP aiyah, forgot to ask for the pics but yeah, thanks Bunny for today=) back at homeee~ it was..dull..? haha. I could see my parents were tired. so i didn't make a fuss of anything. Dad bought food though. waited for brother. but after knowing he's not gonna come back soon, mom and i got tired of waiting and went to eat quietly. Dad came to join us. and yeah, a quiet celebration. and here i am. =) . . . you can say i'm disapppointed. but not because there was a lack of usual bday stuff. i dunno, but i feel my family is becoming more less like a family. we seem so happy but really, we don't feel like a real family anymore. it's saddening, i guess. but i'll just get used to it=)
yikes. i can't keep up. T_T 12月27日 tralalala~"Just remember: as long as we have opportunity in our hands, we can choose our destiny. Jiayou, Chen Xin Yi." what would it feel like if he said that to meeee... *___* arghhhhhhh~ don't make me feel bad that i'm giving it a miss lahhhhhhh~ haiyohhhh~ *tears out hair* i'll just wait till the DVD comes out then. i shall watch it by myself. and squeal and cry and laugh all aloneeeeeee~ i shall daydream and think, "what if it happened to me..?" with no one to disturb my thoughts. NO ONEEEEEEE~ now, feel guilty !! muahahahahahaha~ okaaay. im crapping. currently 1.41pm. will be out in 2h and 19mins. keke. it's sucha bright sunny day. hope it stays like this all dayyyy~ =)) im being very happy today. nono, not being. i AM happy today. no idea why though. =D hmm. caught Playboy Kabel. it's a show where they catch cheating spouses on hidden cams. and this guy was cheating on his fiancee. like fuck sia he. he brought another girl home and even said to her, " who wouldn't want to marry you..?" his fiancee and his mom was watching the whole situation through this hidden camera. man, their faces were totally disgusted and disappointed. super sad lah, that part. the fiancee was crying like siao. and the mother was patting her, probably saying sorry to her. then while he and the girl were being loveydovey, the fiancee, mom and friend(who told them) with all the cameras and crew visited the couple. they got caught redhanded. IN YOUR FACE, BASTARD! from the looks of it, the girl was super humiliated. who wouldn't, if you got caught with a cheater with the cameras in your face. she wasn't too glad she'd be appearing on TV anw. haha. though i don't think she knew he was engaged. she ran off and he was running after her. hehe. so drama. cameras followed them too. lol if i were that girl, i would have slapped him in the face, kick him in the groins and spat "fuck you!" at him. hahahahaha~ these type of guys deserve to be castrated, i tell ya. cheating fucktards. LOL. nowww~ the mood has changed a bit hor, in this post XD im off to choose what to wear later. =) 12月26日 ..false alarm. there's no need to treat me like shit just because you feel like one. karma..? yeah, well. whatever. just tell me nicely. i will go away quietly, i promise. :)like they say, words are not needed. maybe never, if your actions are enough. =) eeeeekk!! im disgusted! by..? some people. hahahahahahaha~ i collected my specs liao!! the frame is a bit too outlandish to be worn everytime on school. unless i wanna get caught by the DMs luh. yellow designs against black backgrnd. it's kinda big for my eyes, imo. but yeah, i like it like that. =D 
currently, struggling through the maths papers. Emaths, for goodness sake. what's wrong with me?!?! Amaths was more or less manageable. but e.maths!! *groan* i see the triangles and the angles, my brain auto shut down >.< i envy you, clever people hmph. argh! im getting distracted by the stoopid drama again. thanks to youuuuu, chicken. hehe. ~Ciao 12月25日 =)Yeah, well. Whatever. the three words of indifference. it's better not to say anything. haha~ didn't managed another post yesterday. lazylazylazy=) hmm. &yeah. David Cook's songs are quite nicee~ hahahahaha~ it's fuhh-reeez-ziinnggg... my feet are frozen!! i keep having the urge to go to the toilet every hour too. and i drank like what, only a cup of ice coffee..? lol. ~~~~~ seems like almost all of the blogs i visited keeps commenting about 2008. how it'd been a great/horrible year for them. mostly horrible lah for them but yeah.. how they look forward to 2009, with hopes of it being a better year. kinda makes me =/ i don't want 2008 to end so soon! let me think. how was 2008 for me..? hectic..? because of the yfc, the months flew past without much warning. i rmb worrying about this year last year. rmbd how i was scared to death. like seriously lah. because sec3 was a brand new year. now, 2009 is just gna be a continuation of 2008, ain't it..? all that's new is the level of studying difficulty. next year's a "make it or break it " year. i just hope by the end of next year, i have the confidence that im gonna make it. =D it's 25th December. Merry Christmas..? haha. 2moredays. 4moredays. 5moredays. im holding on to the memories for this year tightly. =D 12月24日 =Dfrom now onwards, im steering clear of policemen. =X ~~ hmmm. went to buy leftover school stuff ytd. and wth laaa, lit book not in stock. waste my time come to school. those bloody exercise bks can be bought when sch reopens anw. hmph. haha. then dropped off Jos' bks then went off. and yeah, you know what i realized when we were walking back eating..? after what happened yesterday, i realized yesterday was one of the happiest days of my life.  ~~ 29th coming soon!! =DDD though eunice can't come, [WHY?!?!] (T_T) im looking forward to the fun we're confirmed to be having. and i don't care. i wanna see the white tiger!! they're prettyyyaaee~ hahahahahaha~ 
white tiger fan dancing the Hindustan!! hahahahahahaha XD ~~ meaningless post today. soon, im gna be aloneeeee~ aiyayayaya~ so most prolly, i will be posting again later. XDD till then. loves<3 12月22日 eungggg..... i had the urge to board buses and alight wherever and whenever i feel like it. it was fun doing that with company, but alone.. it feels different, obviously. Singapore's so small, you'd never get lost. even if you wanted to. ever felt like you're feeling down for no freaking reason..? well, im feeling it now. whyyyyyyy~ cheer me up already, you. 12月21日 ...damn. aku tkder menyesal aper2 lah ehk. i don't regret because i don't even have anything to regret. once aku ckp aku tknk adr hubungan, aku tkkan hegeh2. aku tk akan merana utk org tuu. kau jgn bnyk ckp. kau nk dier sgt, kau g jer uh. kau heret aku masok campor, aper hal nie. bukan aku yg contact dier per. dier contact pon, aku tk layan. abeh kau nk sng2 jek ckp mepek nie semer. you don't even know the fcking facts lah deh. you don't even bother. bitch. tk guner kau nk threaten2. he doesn't even know you fcking exist. over me, don't think he'll be ready to believe you anw. so just give it up already. kau pikir kau bnyk nyer bagos. kau pikir kau sorang jek adr perasaan. kau pikir kau jek yg paling kesian. you're in denial,babe. sorry siket eh. tak tak. sorry BANYAK. to you. the world revolves only around you. well, get this in your fcking thick head. it does not. and it will never. i feel pissed. and fcking upset. fckyoulahnabei. ..?Discovery of the Day: Junho raps!! =DD The talented Kim Duo. this part was edited out of the StarFriends. man, they should have left this in >.< i missed Renee's bday celebration today. So sorry, darling. i'll just see you tmr then =] somehow, today made me realise how much i dislike December. crap..? well, that's my opinion. well yeah, my birthday's in this month. but it means school's starting soon too. Money's gonna be tight again. Time's not gonna be plentiful anymore. everything will downsize. another year is gonna end soon too. and a new, unpredictable year will start. oh whoopee. well, at least i have one goal i wna accomplish nx year. i wanna grow out my hair!! i miss my precious locks. so my beloved people, prevent me from cutting my hair next year hor XP HEYYY!! a full picture of the one where yoochun was with a pizza!!  ooooh!! 025.jpg) YUNHOOOOOOOOOO cuteee~~ *squishes* hahahahahaha~ his socks are similar to the ones my brother have!! LOL 069.jpg) MMMMMMM~JAEHO !!matching stripes too!! gosh, i miss 'em. picspam otw XDDD     001.jpg) 080.jpg) teehee~ i loveeee dongbang. im still waiting for Bolero!! hehe. sth's wrong with my email. can't log in. maz's said to have the same problem too. shoot. now, how am i supposed to get email. idiotic. Sooo then. ~Ciao Tell me why i should like coming home if both of you are like this. 12月20日 =) brings back memories, doesn't it..?man, i can't forget the first time i watched the Proud Perf at Budokan. totally bawled my eyes out. & then got questioned about my red eyes. talk about embarrassment. haha. Go watch THIS. Mirotic to the next level. some of the lyrics were o.O and doesn't make sense(to me lahs) but i ROFL when things like "Fish are friends, not food"(heh, Nemo!!) & "Sailor Moon" came out. wonder why..? go watch!! Good judgment comes from experience. Experience comes from a bad judgment. so don't beat up yourself on it, kays. that's something learnt ^^ let's just Live. laugh. love. okays..? short post this time. ~Ciao 12月19日 ^^
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Wasurenaide!!!! 12月17日 hehe.hahahahaha~ im not the type to use glittery text and hearts. but im like whattheheck. keke. 
gyahhhh! na bukkeureowoyo~ *^^* =)) The two rascals that rock my boat=) sure, they look retarded here. but that's not the point, ain't it? l love them to bits i want the twilight book mannnn~ and the other two books too~ dang, where'd my monies go again...? hmmm. i was thinking.. you can't really judge a person by their looks or your impressions of them, can you? this someone i know, seems really outgoing and nice. i thought this person is really practical and down-to-earth. but in fact, he's pretty much superficial. surprising really. haha. the kinds of people in the world. ~~ anw. i can't sms or call out anymore. my total for three months was nearly $200. $195 to be exact. shocked my old dudder. next month's gotta be below $50 or my phone can say bye2. oh well. i have no high hopes but im gonna make a real effort now. so anything, please call me. hehe. ~~ i can't wait for Bolero studio version. that song got me addicted yaw<3 sing it to me, yunnie!! haha.  ~Ciao 12月16日 Penanggggg~HOLA!! im back~ safe and sound. =DD all pictures not possible here. the last time i kept track of the photo no with my brother, it was photo_1036. HAHAHAHAHA XD we camwhored throughout our trip. so how was it..? not as fun as i wanted it to be. SOOO many things to rant about but i'll keep the "pleasantries" to myself. XD SO..! residence..? a HUGE apartment. and when i say it's huge, i meant HUGEEEEEE~~ it's twice the size of the whole of my house. it's bloody big, i tell ya. & dirty too. YUCKS!! major clean-up session the moment we stepped foot in there. Cobwebs all over!! the horrors. toilet was thankfully alright. though the flush eerily sounded like a banshee screaming. like SERIOUSLY. Friday was spent mostly at my aunt's hse. 
where i zonked out in one of the rooms. as you can see XD 
was high after getting some sleep XD 
then to Gurney Mall. had to take a ferry to get there. yep, a ferry with cars on it. it was my first time riding that. was pretty much *__* by it. 
as you can see, by our hair, it was pretty windy out there. ^^ saw tons of jellyfish!! big ones!! *___* i blew 60RM in Gurney and it was only the first mall! >.< we got lost on the way back after eating Nasi Kandar (man, im sick of that!) wandered around with that stupid GPS. im never gna buy that thing when i get older. trust me, it's irritating. thanks to it, we ended up in a place with lots of Cinoh. man, we were sooo pissed. HAHAHA XD slept at around 1am. i slept like a zombie =_= orang kahwin was majorly boring. but i liked my hair XD 
i got so bored after picture taking, i napped. "Kak Dira tdo mcm cinderella." well, i am treated like one at home. HARHARHAR XD after that, zipped off to JUSCO. just windowshopped because the clothes there wern't my type. pizza hut-ted. 
wanted Baskin Robbins but too bad it closed before i could buy it. dang! then we had to leave. =(( Sunday was the most irritating day. i shall not elaborate. 
after going the groom's side majlis, went to Queensbay Mall. FREAKING SYIOK sia!! thks to some people, our time was cut short. but on the bright side, at least i got new jeans! only. >.< still, i wanna go PACIFIC MEGA MALL laaaaaaaa~ damn you, time. boarded the bus at 10+am on monday. too many pitstops. 
[candid] hmph. kept sleeping awhile and then getting woken up. i was grumpy naturally. but i can pose for a photo or two. 
hehe. back in homesweethome at nearly 10pm. i miss the smell of my home. hehe. no cobwebs here! XD and i can shit and fart and eat here all dayyy looonnnggg~ oh, did i mention i kept getting constipated like hell there..? hehe. i wasn't the only one though =D oh, did i mention that i forgot i had a cousin named Hafiz too..? HAHAHAHAHA XD funneh. 
Hafiz's on the far left. he doesn't look like much here but he's pretty sweet looking in person. ahem. *^^* now onto catching up. Bolero is HEAVEN school's in 2weeks! whoopee! not. HARHAR. ~Ciao. 12月10日 In loving memory of..ohkayyy, soo first thing's first. My favourite aunt passed away on 6 December 2008. Around 8am. She was buried in the Muslim Cemetery . I will miss her lots. everyone will. I love you, Cik Ana. Also lovingly known as Cik Pet(for sepet).  Pic taken on 22 Dec 2006. She's on the left. Nicest pic of her with my mom and Cik Ani. i wonder whether she knew in a year's time, she would have a terminal illness. The memories we had will be treasured forever. May you rest in peace and be on your way to heaven ~~ I was irritated. seriously irked. Orang ngah ader tahlil, aper salahnyer kau duduk bersamer2 bacer doa skali. kau dudok one corner, tengok Camp Rock kat psp. tkder hormat langsung. kalau kau tk sedih pasal arwah mak kau, tkper ar. tapi respect siket uh. tak yah nk tunjuk2 kan. org ngah becaer2 doa, abeh bukak citer sekuat kuat nyer. and there's no freaking reason to have your bloody friends tag along. you asked us down just to flirt around..? tchh. as much as im used to it, even im disgusted. i admire you. for your prettiness and "socializing" skills. but yeah. beauty is only skin deep. try having some substance too. don't go around flaunting and flirting if you wanna go anywhere. ~~ okay. im back in my own comfortable room. in my own comfortable chair and in front of my familiar computer. in 24hours time, im probably waiting to get my passport stamped. 'cause im going to penang peopleeee~ i don't know why i keep telling everybody that im going. but i guess, i wanna be missed. miss me okays, people? hahahahaha. oh, and pray that i come back safe and sound. "Malaysia Deadly Roads" in the newpaper today scared me. seems to be a lot of accidents in m'sia huh. but hopefully, i'll have a long life ahead. and whatever happens, i love each and everyone of you who knows me kays. =DD okay. i won't be catching up now. since i'll have probably lots more when i come back. so save it for later. hahx. i shall log off now. HAHAHAHAHA. so formal XD ~Ciao 12月3日 =)my hair's neater. at last=DD i miss everybody so much. tell me im not alone...? hahahahahaha~ 4books down. 4more to go. oh, did i tell anyone i went on a library spree, like 3days ago..? XDD it was fun,minus gulping down the cig smoke. =X Choc mcflurry's my latest obsession. *hinthint* =DD im off to grandma's hse. Doc says.. well. something everybody dreads. it's taking a toll on her. and im gonna support her, if dad wouldn't. GO, NADDIE!! XDD ~Ciao i keep having a feeling someone's hacked into my computer. jeez. you would think these bloody hackers don't have anymore bloody things to do. but hell, why would they be called hackers if they weren't hacking. right, right? oh man, im crapping yet again. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. |
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